sicnessinfaith

Gee Christmas is comin up woohoo, I fucking hate this season, everyone is so godamn happy, I don't give a shit call me scrooge, I have no godamn reason to be happy during this fuckin season, my family could give two shits about me, My love life, what love life? fuckin no friends minus my homie anth, he's my homie 4 life i'll die for that muthafucka, i love him and his family they are my real family I wish them a merry christmas and a happy new year, I'll see ya'll soon. But shit now I'm clean again, attempting to get off drugs and this time stay off them (gee that makes me saying that the 30th time within the past 5 months) I've been like clean from like everything for like a few days now, I hate it, everything is so fucking difficult when you're sober, and withdrawl is not fucking fun i hate it ever since the first time i went through it, the only support i fuckin have in gettin off drugs is my mind and that's fucked as is, shit I do want to be clean I overdosed enough this year as is, well im gonna stop bitching and complaining now, ha like anyone fucking reads this shit anyways, i haven't had a fuckin comment in a long ass time, well shit happens peace out ya'll