well well well.....
since the last time we have talked not much has been going on.
- shannon is doing very well up in PA still. She gets out in a lil while...then the real test comes. She might have to go back into a recovery house for a lil while before she can get transferred to maryland....thats gonna be tough for her. But I...
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since the last time we have talked not much has been going on.
- shannon is doing very well up in PA still. She gets out in a lil while...then the real test comes. She might have to go back into a recovery house for a lil while before she can get transferred to maryland....thats gonna be tough for her. But I...
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hello everyone...just a quick update....in list form again...
1) shannon is doing well still in the rehab. she will most likelly be getting out in late octiber.....man do i miss her!! I love you baby!!!
2) I will be in Las Vegas oct 30 - nov 3 for the SEMA show...anyone gonna be out there??
3) this might be a lil off...but do any of...
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1) shannon is doing well still in the rehab. she will most likelly be getting out in late octiber.....man do i miss her!! I love you baby!!!
2) I will be in Las Vegas oct 30 - nov 3 for the SEMA show...anyone gonna be out there??
3) this might be a lil off...but do any of...
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rude_ruca:
DUDE! Glad that everything is great and all....but jesus! UPDATE your photos!!!! How about some nice ones of you and SHannon!!!!! hehe, luv yam brutha! 
update...update...update.....finally right??!!
This will be in list form...b/c that's what I do....
1) Shannon is doing really really well!! I am so proud of her. She is up at the rehab and doing very well. I go see her as much as i possiblly can, and she gets more beautifull every time. She is about 2.5 hours away...but the trip seems like it takes about...
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This will be in list form...b/c that's what I do....
1) Shannon is doing really really well!! I am so proud of her. She is up at the rehab and doing very well. I go see her as much as i possiblly can, and she gets more beautifull every time. She is about 2.5 hours away...but the trip seems like it takes about...
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roxiekill:
yay! 
and no need for thanks my friend. but you're welcome. i really really wish you guys the best of luck. im glad shes doing okay, and that you are now too.
k, bye
and no need for thanks my friend. but you're welcome. i really really wish you guys the best of luck. im glad shes doing okay, and that you are now too.
k, bye
rude_ruca:
haha! you sound amazing! I am REALLY happy that things made a turn for the BETTER for you. Situations like these, it's never easy to tell how they can go, but you kept hope, and continually supported her (which she will DEF need you to do for the rest of your lives) and I am sure she is just as crazy about you as you are her. I wanna give you a huge hug right now! lol..... 
welll...she is now safe and sound in a rehab. its kinda weird though...it is a very lenient one...no fences...nothing like that...she could run at any time. I guess it is one of those things where you have to prove to the people there that you want to get better and you can do it on your own. At least she is happy....and you know what...so...
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roxiekill:
thank you.
thank you.
rude_ruca:
Aww, sweetie, you know I can make time for you! Just let me know when YOU are free, ok?
I FOUND HER!!!!! She is safe at her mom's place. More to come later.......
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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einglaswein:
huzzah!
rude_ruca:
I am worried about you.....just be safe, ok? I am happy for you that you found her, D, but seriously, be cautious.....I know how wasy it is to beleive everything is fine and glued back together, but at the drop of a dime, it CAN come crashing down again. Just be aware, BUT enjoy what you do have at the moment, and still maintain a hope that everything CAN fall back in to place, it's just going to take time, yknow? Luv ya, kiddo, sorry I have been so MIA....we'll talk soon, ok?
still no word. i am so lonely without her here. for six months it was shannon and doug every day...all day and all night. I wonder if she still has the necklace and the ring I gave her? I had "Shannon & Doug 4ever" engraved on the inside of a mans wedding band that she wore on the index finger of her left hand...weird the...
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roxiekill:
im sorry about wednesday.....what a horrible day.
has she called you since then?
has she called you since then?
still no word from Her.....im not losing fauth and im not giving up. Her phone did turn on again today...so that may be a sign that she is ok? doubt it but its a hope......hang in the Shannon...you can beat this.
not much is new. I did get my monte back...and it is way better than I ever imagined!!! I love it...it takes my mind...
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not much is new. I did get my monte back...and it is way better than I ever imagined!!! I love it...it takes my mind...
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roxiekill:
hey thanks
feeling a lot better today.
xo
feeling a lot better today.
xo
roxiekill:
im working at another coffee place. 
at least im not sitting at home all fuckin day.
well not really feeling any better. i have a doctor's appt. on fri.
at least im not sitting at home all fuckin day.
well not really feeling any better. i have a doctor's appt. on fri.
fuck bees....fuck shoes.....naughty naughty kool -aid.....Oh yeah...on NO!!! can anyone tell me where those sayings are from???
soooo....slowlly but surelly I am getting over the "loss" of the love of my life. for those of you who have no idea what im talking about...check out my last two posts..or blogs....fuck blogs!! It has been almost a month since she dissaperared into the shit hole we...
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soooo....slowlly but surelly I am getting over the "loss" of the love of my life. for those of you who have no idea what im talking about...check out my last two posts..or blogs....fuck blogs!! It has been almost a month since she dissaperared into the shit hole we...
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roxiekill:
no need for thanks my friend.
glad you got to drive your car around. do more of that
glad you got to drive your car around. do more of that
einglaswein:
i win a prize?!?!?!
Whered you go?...I miss you so...Seems like forever that you've been gone...please come back home...
Im breaking down from the inside out. I have tried to fight it...but now it is beating me. I have never had this much emotion from anything in my lfe...and now when im 26...it all comes to a head. I dont know what she did...but Shannon really got to me....
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Im breaking down from the inside out. I have tried to fight it...but now it is beating me. I have never had this much emotion from anything in my lfe...and now when im 26...it all comes to a head. I dont know what she did...but Shannon really got to me....
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roxiekill:
i wish i could help her 
then you could have her back and be happy again....
i tell my boyfriend how gorgeous i think he is all the time
crying does help sometimes....but after a while, its just a waste of energy.
i wish i could give you answers
i wish i could make every one ever hurt by addiction in any way feel better.
but i cant and that makes me sad
you will get through this though, and in the end, whatever happens, it will make you a better, stronger person.
k, bye
then you could have her back and be happy again....
i tell my boyfriend how gorgeous i think he is all the time
crying does help sometimes....but after a while, its just a waste of energy.
i wish i could give you answers
i wish i could make every one ever hurt by addiction in any way feel better.
but i cant and that makes me sad
you will get through this though, and in the end, whatever happens, it will make you a better, stronger person.
k, bye
rockyboulders:
for what it's worth, i know what you're going through.
drugs give you some of the best times of your life but when they decide they want to take it all back, they take it with interest and it often hurts everyone around you. i'm sory but she's gone and she'll never be the same person again.
sorry again...
drugs give you some of the best times of your life but when they decide they want to take it all back, they take it with interest and it often hurts everyone around you. i'm sory but she's gone and she'll never be the same person again.
sorry again...
ok...slowlly but surelly and i getting over the fact that shannon hasnt been seen in over two weeks...and hasnt had the decency to call me or anyone in her familly. I will tell you one thing...drugs are a powerfull force to deal with. I would have never thought that our relationship would have ended like this...after all the amazing times we had...and the love we...
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rude_ruca:
Sweetie, life has been throwing endless curve balls over the past four weeks. I know how you feel about being emotionaly and mentally drained. I'll try and call you a little later today, but quite possibly tommarrow. I am thinkin' about ya, and lookin forward to seeing your new tat. Thanks again for being there for me. You really are a good freind, D
frolleinsuzy:
Sweetie, for me its week number 5 that my girlfriend say hello to the drugs and goodby to me. Its very hard and today it seems to be shit the rest of my life. What can we do?
i havnt been updating because really nothing much has been going on, besides the camping trip. it was wonderful. i didnt really say much about that either. but anywho, its nice to hear from you. thanks. k bye