hello friends......
How are you all doing?? Good I hope!!! Well last sunday I went up to go see Shannon. It has been a long time since I have seen her...and it really felt weird!! We talked the whole time and I left it as I wanted to.....we were still friends...I still love her (it just doesnt go away that easilly) and I would be...
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How are you all doing?? Good I hope!!! Well last sunday I went up to go see Shannon. It has been a long time since I have seen her...and it really felt weird!! We talked the whole time and I left it as I wanted to.....we were still friends...I still love her (it just doesnt go away that easilly) and I would be...
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hello...time for my once a month post it seems like...
not much is new in my life. I havent seen Shanon in over two months...but we still exchange letters. It is just getting to much for me to handle. The trip to th rehab is about 3 hours away...and its just getting annoying.
work is good....busy but very good. Car is good...new motor for it...
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not much is new in my life. I havent seen Shanon in over two months...but we still exchange letters. It is just getting to much for me to handle. The trip to th rehab is about 3 hours away...and its just getting annoying.
work is good....busy but very good. Car is good...new motor for it...
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roxiekill:
xo
im proud of you too!
im proud of me too...
i could probably complain if i really really wanted to...but i think that would make things a little worse.
im glad everything is good.
k, bye
im proud of you too!
im proud of me too...
i could probably complain if i really really wanted to...but i think that would make things a little worse.
im glad everything is good.
k, bye
hello everyone.
Did I mention how weird 2006 has been??? lets list whats gone down in 2006....
- met shannon.....could be good or bad..your call.
- turned 26
- on my 26th bday...I went to pa to get shannon out of the "house" she was getting high in. yay for me?
- spent over $8000 on my monte carlo. totally worth it too!!!
- bought...
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Did I mention how weird 2006 has been??? lets list whats gone down in 2006....
- met shannon.....could be good or bad..your call.
- turned 26
- on my 26th bday...I went to pa to get shannon out of the "house" she was getting high in. yay for me?
- spent over $8000 on my monte carlo. totally worth it too!!!
- bought...
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roxiekill:
i think meeting shannon was good. and i am proud of you. i think you pretty much know whats been going on with me this year.
xo
xo
hello everyone...hope you all had a good thanksgiving. mine was the norm....lil familly dinner..and thats about it. couple things...
1) do most of you out there have a bunch of different groups of friends? I seriouselly have like 4 main groups of friends that I hang out with reguarlly. And it is hard to find some free time!!!!!! what do you all do about this??...
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1) do most of you out there have a bunch of different groups of friends? I seriouselly have like 4 main groups of friends that I hang out with reguarlly. And it is hard to find some free time!!!!!! what do you all do about this??...
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roxiekill:
i dont like xmas either.
you'll get through it my friend. i know its hard
you'll get through it my friend. i know its hard
einglaswein:
1. i have different groups. it can be very tricky to reserve time for everyone without anyone feeling neglected. not to mention making sure you have enough time for yourself. If you figure out some kind of formula, be sure to clue me in.
2.if it's meant to be, it will be, and maybe it's not meant to be until she's got herself a little more together...Maybe give her some time to prove to herself that she can be completely responsible and in control of her life, which can be more empowering and beneficial to her than anything you're providing to her now. it'll probably also make you feel a lot better, because if it all goes well, you won't have so many doubts about whether she's worthy of your trust again or not. It's quite a vulnerable situation you've got there...I know i've witnessed some crazy soap-opera-ish relationship disasters since moving to B-more, watching what happened when some friends got involved with addicts/exaddicts. But there have been success stories, also, so, you'll never know till it happens, rendering all of this opinion pretty much useless in the end....damn..
3. xmas is stupid, except for economic success or whatever. and christmas music in public should be limited to 2 days prior the actual date cause that shits annoying.
2.if it's meant to be, it will be, and maybe it's not meant to be until she's got herself a little more together...Maybe give her some time to prove to herself that she can be completely responsible and in control of her life, which can be more empowering and beneficial to her than anything you're providing to her now. it'll probably also make you feel a lot better, because if it all goes well, you won't have so many doubts about whether she's worthy of your trust again or not. It's quite a vulnerable situation you've got there...I know i've witnessed some crazy soap-opera-ish relationship disasters since moving to B-more, watching what happened when some friends got involved with addicts/exaddicts. But there have been success stories, also, so, you'll never know till it happens, rendering all of this opinion pretty much useless in the end....damn..
3. xmas is stupid, except for economic success or whatever. and christmas music in public should be limited to 2 days prior the actual date cause that shits annoying.
my current mood........eh...fuck this, fuck that blah blah blah
im in a pretty shitty mood. you know what did it this time.....take a wild guess.
Shannon....thats what. Yeah I know that she is up there...in a shit hole "work release"...but all I do...every day is work my ass off so I can pay off my bills and then make sure I have enough $ to...
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im in a pretty shitty mood. you know what did it this time.....take a wild guess.
Shannon....thats what. Yeah I know that she is up there...in a shit hole "work release"...but all I do...every day is work my ass off so I can pay off my bills and then make sure I have enough $ to...
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roxiekill:
i dont like telling people what to do....but, you need to be careful! you know what i mean. we've talked about this before. "proceed with caution" . i know you love her. and i know what it feels like to be in that situation. it sucks and its hard. hang in there, man. i hope everything works out for you.
my vagina is better now. i dont have cancer! yay for me! and garretts back from oakland so everythings back to normal. thanks for asking
my vagina is better now. i dont have cancer! yay for me! and garretts back from oakland so everythings back to normal. thanks for asking
well I am back from Vegas......HOLY SHIT!!!! That place is awesome!!!!
I went to attend a convention called SEMA....basically all the companies that make stuff for cars ad trucks get together to show off their new products. So naturaly...this was my type of place!!!! I will post up some pics soon.
hope all is well with everyone!!!
I went to attend a convention called SEMA....basically all the companies that make stuff for cars ad trucks get together to show off their new products. So naturaly...this was my type of place!!!! I will post up some pics soon.
hope all is well with everyone!!!
vegas baby!!!!! oct 30-nov3.
roxiekill:
hoorray for vegas!!!!
he really is awesome. thanks
he really is awesome. thanks
NEW PICS...what was that...what did you say??.....NEW PICS!!!!! it has taken me about two years...but for some reason tonight I decided to add some. enjoy.
roxiekill:
hugs back!!!! 
well.....last night I was at the SG show in baltimore at the ottobar...KICKED ASS!!!!!!!! oh man o man.....bet one yet!!! fourth one for me..and hands down the best one yet...i loved it! and the band...tsu tsi mai..something...ROCKED!!! three cute japanese chics...who could barelly speak english by the way...just blew my mind away...again. love that group!!
raced my monte last weekend at an autocross...I will try...
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raced my monte last weekend at an autocross...I will try...
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roxiekill:
no reason to fuck anyone up.....besides, i dont even think she lives in CA....not that that matters. just freakin out. thank you thank you for your kind words. really, thank you! i hope shannon is doing well. take care
not much is new in the world of Doug...havent talked to a few of you in quite some time...Whats up with that??
Shannon is dong well...she is still up in PA in the work release program....and doing farilly well.
Im doing good....just working alot and working on my cars.
How are you all doing??
Shannon is dong well...she is still up in PA in the work release program....and doing farilly well.
Im doing good....just working alot and working on my cars.
How are you all doing??
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roxiekill:
cars are fun. im doing well. glad things are good for you
frolleinsuzy:
Hey, welcome back. I wish you a nice week. I`m super busy at work but this is good 
im glad you set your boundaries with shannon. its amazing how we may never stop loving the people that put us through the the hardest times and the most heart ache.
i know about the porn thing. i watch a lot of porn myself.....and weird porn. its just that i wouldnt watch it while my boyfriend was sleeping in the bed in the same room. i wouldnt watch it while he was there unless we were watching it together. and the fact that he pretended that he was checking his e mail made me feel like he was hiding it from me. plus, thats just a shitty way to wake up from a deep sleep. i was depressed that night before i went to bed anyway. but thank you.
they found my car, and it was towed to the repair shop yesterday. looks like i'll be getting it back sometime this month.
im glad you're doing okay. so whats with this pushing friends away? what happened?
its always great to hear from you. i havent been on here very often lately.
okay. i hope you are having wonderful happines
talk to you soon
xo
r
p.s.
this is a really fucking long comment!