hello friends......
How are you all doing?? Good I hope!!! Well last sunday I went up to go see Shannon. It has been a long time since I have seen her...and it really felt weird!! We talked the whole time and I left it as I wanted to.....we were still friends...I still love her (it just doesnt go away that easilly) and I would be there to support her...but I told her that I wasnt going to come see her as often. That got expensive!!! plus I at almost 20,000 miles on my new car that I got in MAY!!!!!!! oh well....ive said it before...she is worth it.
other than that nothing is new. So heres a question for you all.......has there ever been a time in your life...when you let your emotions get the best of you...and you look back and are like...I really wish that didnt happen. Tell me your stories. Last night I left my emotions get the best of me...and I think i pushed away some good friends and a girl that I really care about....and it sucks.
How are you all doing?? Good I hope!!! Well last sunday I went up to go see Shannon. It has been a long time since I have seen her...and it really felt weird!! We talked the whole time and I left it as I wanted to.....we were still friends...I still love her (it just doesnt go away that easilly) and I would be there to support her...but I told her that I wasnt going to come see her as often. That got expensive!!! plus I at almost 20,000 miles on my new car that I got in MAY!!!!!!! oh well....ive said it before...she is worth it.
other than that nothing is new. So heres a question for you all.......has there ever been a time in your life...when you let your emotions get the best of you...and you look back and are like...I really wish that didnt happen. Tell me your stories. Last night I left my emotions get the best of me...and I think i pushed away some good friends and a girl that I really care about....and it sucks.
im glad you set your boundaries with shannon. its amazing how we may never stop loving the people that put us through the the hardest times and the most heart ache.
i know about the porn thing. i watch a lot of porn myself.....and weird porn. its just that i wouldnt watch it while my boyfriend was sleeping in the bed in the same room. i wouldnt watch it while he was there unless we were watching it together. and the fact that he pretended that he was checking his e mail made me feel like he was hiding it from me. plus, thats just a shitty way to wake up from a deep sleep. i was depressed that night before i went to bed anyway. but thank you.
they found my car, and it was towed to the repair shop yesterday. looks like i'll be getting it back sometime this month.
im glad you're doing okay. so whats with this pushing friends away? what happened?
its always great to hear from you. i havent been on here very often lately.
okay. i hope you are having wonderful happines
talk to you soon
xo
r
p.s.
this is a really fucking long comment!