sicmonte

fuck bees....fuck shoes.....naughty naughty kool -aid.....Oh yeah...on NO!!! can anyone tell me where those sayings are from???


soooo....slowlly but surelly I am getting over the "loss" of the love of my life. for those of you who have no idea what im talking about...check out my last two posts..or blogs....fuck blogs!! It has been almost a month since she dissaperared into the shit hole we all know as Philadelphia. Im gonna be there for her whenever she needs me...I just cant let her go like this.....I will fight for her till the bitter end. If she ever comes back...I cant wait to see her...b/c she will show me every f/in junkie she shot up with....and when I see them...I will take the needle out of their hands...and shove it right into their eye...and inject the poison.....fuck them. When she was in Md...she was fine. No temptation...no drugs...nothing but love and support...good friends...good times...then she goes back up there an WHAM....right back into it....fuck that area...fuck her pa friends...fuck her familly...no one up there cares...all they know is shannon the user...but i have seen way past that and I have seen shannon the person..the living breathing human being...the girl who had nothing down here...but still managed to buy me new shoes...THAT WAS HUGE!!!!! she worked her arse off at two jobs..to pay for rent and all...and she bought me new shoes...when she had nothing!!! That girl is just amazing...I will never give up...I will never loose faith in you baby.....you can do it...put it down...and come home...you know the way....you have done it before.

i want to say thank you to all the people on here who have given me nothing but support. ash, roxiekill, rude_ruca, everyone who gave me cool comments........you all have given me more than you know. I personally thank you all........