still looking for a job...but to be honest I am scared to leave the job I have. It is a fun job...not too hard and I get discounts on the things I buy all the time...car parts!! but it is a go-nowhere job....no real advancement and just dead ends.
I want to get a gov job but then I have to dress all nice...I wont...
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I want to get a gov job but then I have to dress all nice...I wont...
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im not in the mood to put up a good post....but all I have to say is that my back has hurt ever since 2000 when I got my back surgury...AND ITS GETTING WORSE!!!!
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liberator:
hey man I know what will cheer you up! Machine guns and half tracks!!! Were are going to be lighting it up in the area in the next month or two with a heavy MG shoot!! Can you say multible MG42'S? I will keep you posted!
babysnakes:
Awww....I kiss it for you.
hello everyone.
not much is new with me...just been working and contimplating quiting my job. It is an awesome job...its easy with ok pay...but it is a go no-where job. That is why I am going to pursue a government job...yup yup.
wish me luck!!
not much is new with me...just been working and contimplating quiting my job. It is an awesome job...its easy with ok pay...but it is a go no-where job. That is why I am going to pursue a government job...yup yup.
wish me luck!!
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rude_ruca:
good luck my dear...I need a new job, DESPERATELY!!! ughhhh, we should talk soon! 
roxiekill:
Thank you. You always seem to help me feel better about stuff. Xo
I hope things are well with you.
I hope things are well with you.
update....been too long!!!
well first of all kim is doing well. She has been working at a camp this summer and has been getting a lot of interviews for teaching jobs this coming school year. We are doing well..same ol thing...but doing well.
Im thinking of quiting my job for a government job. Not sure what one yet, I am applying as we speak, but...
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well first of all kim is doing well. She has been working at a camp this summer and has been getting a lot of interviews for teaching jobs this coming school year. We are doing well..same ol thing...but doing well.
Im thinking of quiting my job for a government job. Not sure what one yet, I am applying as we speak, but...
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roxiekill:
where did you go?
where did you go?
roxiekill:
miss you too!!!!!!!!
im probably going to suspend on monday!!! yayayayayayay!!!
im probably going to suspend on monday!!! yayayayayayay!!!
thank you all for your advice!! Im gonna ride the wave and see what happends with this one. We have been hanging out alot more often latelly and it is going very very well.
other than that not much is new. I just returned from a 24 hour trip to my mountain house up in western maryland. My familly has a 500 acre "tree farm"...
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other than that not much is new. I just returned from a 24 hour trip to my mountain house up in western maryland. My familly has a 500 acre "tree farm"...
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roxiekill:
fuck yeah! that sounds so fucking nice!! i need to get away. desperatly. im jealous. and im super glad you've decided to hang in there. thats pretty fucken cool too. xo
xo
_pie_:
I wanna go tear some shit up!!! *jealous*
to all of those who read and posted to my last entry...I thank you.
my car overheated tonight due to a faulty electric fan...sucks. kim and I are doing bad. She is in the "I dont want a b/f" mindset...yet we spend alot of time together and are pretty much b/f and g/f. What do I do??!!?!?!?!
my car overheated tonight due to a faulty electric fan...sucks. kim and I are doing bad. She is in the "I dont want a b/f" mindset...yet we spend alot of time together and are pretty much b/f and g/f. What do I do??!!?!?!?!
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roxiekill:
i just wrote you a super long comment, and it all got erased, so i will text you later.
hang in there sweetie.
hang in there sweetie.
einglaswein:
i'm one of those girls who fear the officiating of relationships with the gf/bf titles, although i haven't quite figured out exactly why the words are so scary...i mean....it's not like it hurts any less if something goes awry with something you're emotionally invested in, by not labeling it a certain way?
the above advice from 666Irish is indeed very wise.
if you make it a big issue, it might just reaffirm her reasons for not wanting to be called a girlfriend. I'd say the most important thing is that you keep communication open and you both know what is and is not okay to do with other people while involved with each other.
the above advice from 666Irish is indeed very wise.
if you make it a big issue, it might just reaffirm her reasons for not wanting to be called a girlfriend. I'd say the most important thing is that you keep communication open and you both know what is and is not okay to do with other people while involved with each other.
well i am officially a member for another year...yay right??
this is a test....who actually reads my page??
this is a test....who actually reads my page??
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roxiekill:
woo! <3
roxiekill:
thank you soooo much sweet heart! i am going to take a little time for myself... taking friday off. woot! a whole day to do my laundry...take a bath... take care of me. stuff like that is nice.
all is good now. we spoke about it and it was a one time thing...no meaning behind it. Things are good...things are good.
I saw shannon last friday. I picked her up from Union Station and drove her home to philly. She is a mess...thats all im going to say about that. Im over her for good after seeing her again.
I saw shannon last friday. I picked her up from Union Station and drove her home to philly. She is a mess...thats all im going to say about that. Im over her for good after seeing her again.
well...i think im cursed.
i know kim and i werent official...but she didnt have to go and hook up with another guy. FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!
i know kim and i werent official...but she didnt have to go and hook up with another guy. FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!
einglaswein:
...speaking from experience...sometimes, these things happen. If you think she's worth it, don't write her off...
::Sigh:: feelings are so complicated, eh?
::Sigh:: feelings are so complicated, eh?
rude_ruca:
Geeeeeeze, are you serious? Im super sorry to hear that, hun!!!! Also, I read your last blog about the trips to philly.....completely reminds me of when I was dating that crack head in upstate new york....same deal, completely.....it's hard to get over, took me about two years, actually......BUT you will move forward, I promise....about this Kim chick, though......hmmm... 
Whats up everyone??
Hi Roxie!!!!!!
got the motor back in the mote finally...and it has NO LEAKS!!!!!! thank god for that!!!! I wanted it to be ready for this weekends cruise- in in Ocean City...but no such luck. That's ok b/c now I have that pressure off me so I can take my time and fix her right!!!!
kim is doing really well...we are really...
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Hi Roxie!!!!!!
got the motor back in the mote finally...and it has NO LEAKS!!!!!! thank god for that!!!! I wanted it to be ready for this weekends cruise- in in Ocean City...but no such luck. That's ok b/c now I have that pressure off me so I can take my time and fix her right!!!!
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_pie_:
Glad things are on the up and up.
I don't think you ever have to let go of a past love, just have to redefine and realize the new relationship.
I don't think you ever have to let go of a past love, just have to redefine and realize the new relationship.
well hello everyone!!
good news in the land-o-doug...I have a somewhat g/f now. I have known her for about 3 years and has been an amazing friend the entire time. We have always had a lil crush on each other...but she has had a b/f the whole time (he is not even worth mentioning pretty much). So she dumped him last october and we have...
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good news in the land-o-doug...I have a somewhat g/f now. I have known her for about 3 years and has been an amazing friend the entire time. We have always had a lil crush on each other...but she has had a b/f the whole time (he is not even worth mentioning pretty much). So she dumped him last october and we have...
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roxiekill:
hey! awesome!! i'm so happy for you. thanks for the nice comment. i havent been very good about journals/pictures/commenting here, so i think you're pretty much the only person who actually reads my journal. thank you. i dont think i will be renuing my membership.....but i havent really decided. my car is all better now, and grandpa is getting worse....and school isnt going so well either, but i havent told anybody that besides you. i wish you the best of luck with the new girl! you deserve someone who deserves you!
i havent been very good about journals/pictures/commenting here, so i think you're pretty much the only person who actually reads my journal. thank you. i dont think i will be renuing my membership.....but i havent really decided. my car is all better now, and grandpa is getting worse....and school isnt going so well either, but i havent told anybody that besides you. i wish you the best of luck with the new girl! you deserve someone who deserves you!can a brotha catch a break??!! it seems that every step i take forward...im taking two steps back. This goes for work...my car...my personal life...what the fuck????
holeshot:
I like to imagine that it could be worse... that usually puts me in a better mood.
<3
love ya!!
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