sickfuckiam

As much as i loathe running out of my pain meds and how shitty i feel when my pain comes back along with the withdrawl...

.. i kinda have to admit i become considerably more creative and cok up decent drawing and photography ideas, that i scribble in a book while i a waiting for my doc's office to get off their ass and call in my refill.

Then when i have my meds, i go back to being productive.