Hmmm, where to start? Definately a shitty few days.. which is nothing new, im quite used to them, since i get about 330 of them a year.
Well, the one main thing above all that springs to mind is the disctinct possibility of me having skin cancer..some sort of Carcinoma to be precise. Looks like i caught it early if its anything at all. But it was enough to warrant a dermatologist to take a look at it. I get to make that appointment on monday actually... joy.
you all prolly thougt my name "sickfuckiam" refered to my mental state.. and alot would say it does, but do they know? they're just as warped as me. But it really was more of poke at my general state of health. I saw my medical file folder my mom kept from when i was a baby, it was the size of a stephen king book. I misses so much school growing up that by the time i had actually had to attened a full week of school i was perplexed and a little pissed off at the 5 day school week.
Me and he school nurse had become intimate since we sent so much time together... we still stay in touch. I spent so much time in the bathroom, the other kids referred to it as my "office". My health atually was fairly stable thru junior high and up untill the middle of my softmore year when i go crohns disease and quickly shed 40 lbs i had spend the previous 4 years in the gym trying to put on.
But should this turn into a serious problem that derailed what little momentum ive built up thus far, it wont surprise me. Everytime ive started a new job, school, or my own buisness.. or even a relationship.. some lil health problem has jumped up to complicate or flat out ruin it.
But hey.. at least i'm earning that monthly disability check.
on the brighter side of thing, the add on battery pack for my nikon n80 finally came in.. i didnt really need it, but it does make the camera look cooler.
Well, the one main thing above all that springs to mind is the disctinct possibility of me having skin cancer..some sort of Carcinoma to be precise. Looks like i caught it early if its anything at all. But it was enough to warrant a dermatologist to take a look at it. I get to make that appointment on monday actually... joy.
you all prolly thougt my name "sickfuckiam" refered to my mental state.. and alot would say it does, but do they know? they're just as warped as me. But it really was more of poke at my general state of health. I saw my medical file folder my mom kept from when i was a baby, it was the size of a stephen king book. I misses so much school growing up that by the time i had actually had to attened a full week of school i was perplexed and a little pissed off at the 5 day school week.
Me and he school nurse had become intimate since we sent so much time together... we still stay in touch. I spent so much time in the bathroom, the other kids referred to it as my "office". My health atually was fairly stable thru junior high and up untill the middle of my softmore year when i go crohns disease and quickly shed 40 lbs i had spend the previous 4 years in the gym trying to put on.
But should this turn into a serious problem that derailed what little momentum ive built up thus far, it wont surprise me. Everytime ive started a new job, school, or my own buisness.. or even a relationship.. some lil health problem has jumped up to complicate or flat out ruin it.
But hey.. at least i'm earning that monthly disability check.
on the brighter side of thing, the add on battery pack for my nikon n80 finally came in.. i didnt really need it, but it does make the camera look cooler.
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Yay for the new battery! Wanna take my picture? No, I hate having my picture taken really it makes me nervous. Have a good day, I have to go to work,ick. Tell me what happens with tomorrow.
i cant imagine what it's like when your health keeps getting in the way of progress in your life. really there isnt much you can do other than push forward and keep trying any way you can.