sickdaylife

I'm finally back. My phone which was supposed to be up and running on Sept. 3rd, didn't get turned on until today. 2 weeks w/o Internet sucked nuts. Oh well, at least i'm back now.

So it is now 5:08 am on Satuday and I just got in from a 16 hr cleaning marathon at the new place. The former tenants were the dirtiest bunch of assholes ever. I am so choked. I think Teen Wolf had my bathroom before me. Enough hair to make a toupee. Maybe that's what I'll do.....After all that cleaning, we are still not done!...
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Things are pretty insane around here right now. The big move is only 2 days away and there doesn't seem like there is enough time to prepare. I can't walk anywhere in this place without tripping over a box or stubbing on my toe on something that was never there before. Forget trying to navigate around in the dark, it's impossible. The cats are like...
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It's last call at the hospital, you slept through it all and these four walls warn you that your surgery might not be the key to fix your memory of you and me.
doctor, i don't know what i've done. there's more to this than my ex-love and my ex-limbs could ever - in my life - begin to explain. every time i think of...
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Forget about drama, disappintment and stress; today I actually have some exciting news!!!! Well, maybe not exciting for you, but definitely exciting for the roomies and I.

WE'RE MOVING!!!!! Goodbye shithole.

We've had enough of our good for nothing landlord and our rabid petting zoo and are getting the fuck out of here. Labour day weekend is when we head to greener pastures. Goodbye Adelaide...
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Today is the 13th. Usually my favourite day of the month. No matter what happens from here on out, this day will always hold a special place in my heart.

"I've been thinking with my gut since I was 14 years old, and frankly, I 've come to the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains." - High Fidelity is definitely one of my favourite movies of all time.

Today was a good day. I could think clearly and I wasn't all stressed out and nauscious.

Here's and update on what else has been...
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i want to believe that everything is going to be okay. i keep telling myself it is, but it seems my brain is programmed to reject extended periods of optimism. i need a way to trick it.
i'm so tired of the stress and nausea. i dont want to feel this way. the happy thoughts need to prevail.
i'm going to bed. tomorrow is a...
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doctor, doctor what am i here for?
i don't need this place
i don't need these walls
i'm no threat at all

4 day weekend begins now! I like this Monday - Thursday work week. Except for the fact it's like I don't exist on those days. Oh well, I guess I can't have it all.

Today, or I guess yesterday now, I started my new shift at work. I was working 7am - 4pm Mon - Fri during training, but now I'm working 4:30 pm - 3 am Mon - Thurs. Looking forward to 3 day weekends! I just finished my first shift and it went by surprisingly fast and my feet actually didn't hurt at all tonight. The only...
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Today was one of the worse days in a while. I stubbed my baby toe really hard last night and it's all swollen and purple. I woke up this morning and it had not gotten any better. Went to work and spent 8 hrs in the heat on my feet in a pair of work boots that are too small to begin with. Walked around...
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