Tuesday Feb 15, 2005

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don't like to think too much, it makes me think too much,
it keeps my mid on my mind
don't wanna see too much, it makes me see to much
sometimes I'd rather be blind

all the things that they're saying & doing
when they pass me by it just fills me up with noise
it overloads me
I wanna disconnected myself
pull my brain...
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brite_red_scream:
yeah....i keep looking at it in the mirror whenever i pass by it...haha. it's going to take everything in me to not get another one when i go to the convention next week. tattoos are so addicting.

Thursday Feb 03, 2005

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Making believe,
That you still love me.
It's leaving me
Alone and so blue.
I'll always dream, but I'll NEVER own you.
Making believe,
Is ALL I can do.
I can't hold you close,
Darling when you're not near me.
You're SOMEBODY'S love,
You'll NEVER be mine.
Making believe,
I'll spend my lifetime
Loving you
And making believe.
-Social Distortion frown puke

Suction cups. Its held on...
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Thursday Feb 03, 2005

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Just around the corner there's heartache--
Down the street that losers use--
I you can wade in through the teardrops You"ll find me at the home of the bluses
.just the corner there's heartache--

Down the street that losers use--
If you can wade in through the teardrops,
You'll find me at the Home of the Blues I walk and cry while my heartbeat

Keeps...
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stasia:
thanks,!!! kiss

Friday Jan 28, 2005

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So, I made my best friend a birthday gift. It came out fuckin rad! I put a lot of time and effort into it. More than any piece of poetry I've ever written! Even more effort than the song I wrote for her (and that was a lot!) She LOVED it! YEEEAAAA!! She inspires me everyday! And for fucks sake, I wouldn't be alive if...
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vlo:
ok u are on ,, san marcos is like 15-20 mins from me. we can go to resturant row there are tons of places to drink there. Hey so tht was nice of you to write that for your friend. my friend gave me a card that says you are special you are love and you are valued. i keep it in my car. she wrote to me so that whenever i feel alone, which is alot. i will remember not to feel alone, pretty cool huh?! biggrin biggrin
stasia:
kiss surreal kiss

Monday Jan 24, 2005

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I work too much. But that's the price I gotta pay for leaving the ex and her craziness!! Boy was getting married the biggest mistake EVER!! And a GOD DAMN EXPENSIVE one too! mad I'm ready for a 3rd job though. Why not? I don't fuckin sleep anyway!

Friday Jan 21, 2005

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Well, things have been a little better lately. I'm trying to look at the brighter side of things, and so far it's working. Workin like a slave (74 hours this week) so I have absolutely no time for shit. Gonna apply for a new job so I can quit this 2 job shit! Anyone remember In Living Color? I'm fuckin Hey Mon!! All my ass...
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sickgirl22:
just wanted to get to you before you wrote tonight's journal entry in the other direction...i just wanted to say I'm Sorry and There's Still Hope!!! You Never Know!
i hate being responsible for painting over your smile and driving you to cactus coolers!! frown
H2MH
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andromeda:
I loved that show in living color. Sounds like your working your ass off to say the least. wink

Monday Jan 17, 2005

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Been feelin super lonely lately. My anxiety is gettin better, but everytime someone looks at me, especially at work, I wanna flash a smile like Ed Norton in Fight Club. You know, the one where he's all beat up, and his mouth is bloody as fuck! YEAH!! A big ole FUCK YOU YOU FUCKIN FUCK smile! 2 very important things are whats keepin me here...
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april:
thanks for the comment on my set, i'm glad you enjoyed it

-ape kiss
chelsea:
Thanks for the set comment/compliment. love wink

Friday Jan 14, 2005

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Hurt someone I care about today. Always makes me feel great! frown Maybe someday I'll realize somethings are best left unsaid. But, it's an awkward situation, to say the least. I see someone I care about bein mistreated and in my eyes disrespected, and puttin up with bullshit that nobody should have to put up with, I'm sayin somethin! Here's my way ending a fucked up...
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sickgirl22:
i know for a fact that you didnt hurt that somebody - she's in a lot of pain right now and what she needs more than anything is a best friiend to never leave anything unsaid - i'm sure of it! she loves and needs you very much!!! and hopes that your hangover's not too bad! H2MH
sickboy11:
Actually I'm not hungover at all! smile Only way I'm feelin sick is bein sick of bein by myself all the time. I FUCKIN HATE bein helpless in helpin her pain! Can't think of anything worse than not bein able to help someone you care about who's in pain like you should! I'd rather get ass-raped with a splintered 2x4! eeek

Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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Raining outside. All I want to do is sit in my truck and listen to the rain pound my roof. That's some relaxation! Lonely ass day though. Had plans and they fell through. Johnny Cash- "I Still MIss Someone" on repeat in my head today. Like homie at the coffeeshop in "Oldschool" says: "Love; it's a motherfucker!" puke
sickboy11:
Hurt someone I care about today. Always makes me feel great! puke Maybe someday I'll realize somethings are best left unsaid. But, it's an awkward situation, to say the least. I see someone I care about bein mistreated and in my eyes disrespected, and puttin up with bullshit that nobody should have to put up with, I'm sayin somethin! skull Here's my way ending a fucked up day after workin 14 hours-4 cactus cooler shots, a bottle of cold sake, and a few beers to wash it all down. That's what I'm talkin about! Can you say hangover boys and girls?? biggrin I was a born a king of fools............

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Friday Jan 07, 2005

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What the fuck is a frush?? skull
sickgirl22:
WOW! (always rendered speechless around you) "I LOVE YOU" love
sickboy11:
What the hell did I say? skull I love "YA" too darlin! LOL