I'm feeling better today. My friend at work and I sent emails back and forth for much of the day, which cheered me up. She's safe because she's married, so my "all women are whores" philosophy doesn't apply, I can't be illusioned and then disillusioned, and thus there's no inevitable pain.
It's a good deal.
Also, I think I now have enough diazepam built up...
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It's a good deal.
Also, I think I now have enough diazepam built up...
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claudette:
We do, but they charge, and the nurse is an incompetent nonce. Also, I'm allergic to sulfa and I'm running out of other options due to numerous illnesses. Hence my preference for natural remedies.
Because I haven't posted a truly self-pitying blog in quite a while:
How long have a lived without hope? Ten years? Fifteen? Too long; much too long, and I don't know whether it's courage or cowardice that keeps me from cutting my own throat. How long can a man live solely on spite, anger, and pure hatred?
I live on the razor's edge, constantly in...
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How long have a lived without hope? Ten years? Fifteen? Too long; much too long, and I don't know whether it's courage or cowardice that keeps me from cutting my own throat. How long can a man live solely on spite, anger, and pure hatred?
I live on the razor's edge, constantly in...
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yulia:
There's nothing romantic about it. It hurts. It's why poets and novelists die alone in hotel rooms after drinking eighteen whiskeys.
So, so true.
katieesq:
Innocent victim type?
I don't show my emotions often, and I think people tend to forget I have them. Actually, my feelings are hurt pretty easily, but when I try to explain to someone, "Hey, it hurt my feelings when you did this," they act as though they can't believe they're hearing such a thing from me.
As a result, my feelings are mostly insignificant to those around...
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As a result, my feelings are mostly insignificant to those around...
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katieesq:
I'll have to discuss this friendship thing with Pablo. 
I've decided that what I do best in all the world is burn bridges.
Unfortunately, that's not such a great thing. :sigh:
Unfortunately, that's not such a great thing. :sigh:
Happy 200th birthday, Mr. Darwin!
Update:
In response to comments: the Church of England actually did apologize to Darwin recently.
Update:
In response to comments: the Church of England actually did apologize to Darwin recently.
Charles Darwin: 200 years from your birth, the Church of England owes you an apology for misunderstanding you and, by getting our first reaction wrong, encouraging others to misunderstand you still.
Also, please feel free to turn my blog into some sort of Speakers'...
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aaardvark:
Sure, we'll go with that.
Need new bookshelves and a place to put my A/V equipment. Going to Hell (i.e., IKEA). If you don't hear from me for a few days, it's because something horrible happened to me.
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I've returned, mostly sane. I'm quickly losing my remaining sanity, however; I hate running speaker wire under the best of circumstances. However, since I decided to get new bookshelves, I now...
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I've returned, mostly sane. I'm quickly losing my remaining sanity, however; I hate running speaker wire under the best of circumstances. However, since I decided to get new bookshelves, I now...
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rubix:
haha you is funny!
haha Ikea is really a scary place- i once strayed off the arrows- and i swear i ended up in Mexico!!!
haha Ikea is really a scary place- i once strayed off the arrows- and i swear i ended up in Mexico!!!
katieesq:
Bahahahaha!
Have I mentioned that I want to run away and raise goats? And donkeys. Maybe some chickens.
I think it would be much more satisfying than rabbitting my life away in Corporate America.
But first I must rabbit in Corporate America in order to get the money to buy a place to raise goats, donkeys, and chickens. There's always a catch, isn't there?
Anyway, that's...
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I think it would be much more satisfying than rabbitting my life away in Corporate America.
But first I must rabbit in Corporate America in order to get the money to buy a place to raise goats, donkeys, and chickens. There's always a catch, isn't there?
Anyway, that's...
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devilsreject:
Emus are where it's at man.
sarianna:
thanks for your lovin'!
Update: In the course of my plumbing project, I broke my electricity. My power saw blew a fuse. Except not really, because I replaced the fuse and there's still no 'lectricity. Maybe I destroyed the outlet? Either way, I'm not going to mess with it. I'm going to let a professional risk his life meddling with the evil spirits that live in the wires in...
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claudette:
What is going on with all this plumbing? Are you remodeling a house? I'm out of the loop x10.
meow:
Wow. Way to go.
About six months ago I stopped talking to one of my oldest friends when she announced she'd be getting married. It had been my plan for years; I like to be prepared. I know myself, and have always known that her getting married would create an emotional crisis I just couldn't deal with.
Mainly because I've been in love with her myself for ten years....
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Mainly because I've been in love with her myself for ten years....
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dryad:
yes but are your polos 10 sizes too large?
Maybe that's why I had 80 comments....
Maybe that's why I had 80 comments....
sophie:
Of course! Like weeks ago! I thought I told you that, but I guess I didn't. It was awesome! I totally loved it.
Ah, what a wonderful Christmas. My aunt is being a pain in the ass. She's mad at my grandfather (her father); she refused to help decorate the tree a couple weeks ago, she refused to help fix dinner, she showed up just before dinner when we were setting the table, questioned our use of the good porcelain and silver, and was otherwise what I consider...
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claudette:
I would ask your aunt if she has any thoughts about your taking the job for her. You know, since you have all of the equipment and capabilities to do so. (Then punch her in the face for good measure.)
Also, you reminded me I no longer have a nice camera. Damn you. DAMN YOU!!! Meh. I've been waiting this long, I suppose it won't kill me to wait another couple of months until I can afford a proper one again.
I bought a Fujifilm Finepix just to have something, and it sucks Hillary Clinton cock. If I knew then...
Also, you reminded me I no longer have a nice camera. Damn you. DAMN YOU!!! Meh. I've been waiting this long, I suppose it won't kill me to wait another couple of months until I can afford a proper one again.
I bought a Fujifilm Finepix just to have something, and it sucks Hillary Clinton cock. If I knew then...
rubix:
haha stoopid shoveling!! its such a work out!!
you know i had NO idea that Celsius and Fahrenheit; converge at -40- thanks for the fun fact!!
How were your holidays!?
you know i had NO idea that Celsius and Fahrenheit; converge at -40- thanks for the fun fact!!
How were your holidays!?