sick

Days without writing to MathGirl: 0

Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry,
Lord, what youre doing to me?'
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just cant get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life,
I work till I ache in my bones.
At the end [of the day] I take home
my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes.
Lord, somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

[He works hard]

Everyday,I try and I try and I try,
But everybody wants to put me down,
They say Im goin crazy.
They say I got a lot of water in my brain,
Got no common sense.
I got nobody left to believe.
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord, somebody, somebody,
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Got no feel, I got no rhythm,
I just keep losing my beat
Im ok, Im alright,
Aint gonna face no defeat.
I just gotta get out of this prison cell,
Someday Im gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love.
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Yes, you all read the count correctly. I wrote to MathGirl today. But I swear she wrote first! I get no joy from this petty victory, however. Maybe if she weren't still dating her ex. That bastard. I keep telling myself that it can't last. Dating the ex never lasts, right? There are reasons they're exs in the first place, otherwise it would have worked the first time. So I keep telling myself.

Today I actually had the thought that I'd start going to the Vu to find women who act like they care about me that aren't obligated to by ties of kinship. Sure, it may just be because they're trying to get my money, but I really am quite charming, and I like to think they're genuinely fond of me.

I do declare, there are times when I was so lonesome I took some comfort there...