sic03k

When i see people in love, happy, holding hands and kissing, i want to chuck rocks at them. I'm lonely...and it's getting old. I want a suicidegirlfriend...

Friday morning at 1:30am, I was at work and as I was walking off of the truck onto the loading dock, my retarted ass completely misses the dock and I fall and land right on my shin. It hurt like hell, all I could do was lay in the middle of the Barnes and Noble(where we were working) and put my leg up with some...
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It's official... I'm Ben Affleck. I am in love with a lesbian. It sucks so much, and can't see straight. Only in my world I unfortunately can't be perfect enough for her to fall in love with me. And for those of you who are ignorant, that movie wasn't about a lesbian getting a "deep dickin" to turn her around. It was two people who...
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It sucks that girls, like the models on this site, aren't attracted to guys like myself, who, I'll be honest, aren't that hardcore. I really dig the whole punk-rock/goth/whathaveyou look, with tats and piercings, but I don't have all that. And for the most part from all I've seen...these chicks dig dudes with that tattooed/hardcore rock'n'roll type look.

I can like anybody, any type of...
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I got the suicidegirls book today!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to show it off to everybody I know...which in all honesty is about three people...but still, it's awesome!!!!!!1

my new job is hard...i have to lift heavy things. what do these people think i am...a construction worker?

I'm getting a new job, finally. But I'm very nervous...it's ironic...I want just about everything in my life to change but I hate change, it scares the hell out of me.

"The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobaly for a cause, while the mark of mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one"

-Wilhelm Stekel

I called into work and told them I was sick so I didn't have to go in today. I hate that place.

instead of trying to change all the things i don't like about myself, why can't i just accept who i am and like myself regardless? Goddamn, i hate me.