sic03k

If God loves everybody equally, then how come some people get everything they want, and others struggle, and barely get half of what they deserve? I think it's because the "equally" part is bullshit...God might love everybody, but it's obvious that he favors some more than others. NOT a very good parental quality if you ask me, but maybe this just means that God himself isn't perfect. I'd like to believe in the bible stories I heard as a child, about how He watches us from heaven and gives us love and happiness, but as I get older I find it much more difficult to believe in, what seems to be more and more like fairy tales... I mean just look at Lucifer...he got pissed at God cause he chose us humans over the angels, is this the all powerfull being that we need to put our faith in? I'm not sure I'm comfortable with that. And I know that by saying this, a lot of people would think I'm going to Hell for blasphamy, but it's just a question that I can't get an answer to. Even God, can understand and appreciate that...can't he?