Tonight I took a couple from work home. They were being all lovey and kissing and stuff. It was kind of sweet actually, but on the other hand, it was just a reminder of how I don't have that in my life. I've been single for so long, and I just don't know what to do about it. I feel so damn lonely. I'm getting all depressed because I feel like nothing is balancing out in my life. I don't like my job, and I don't have a love life, and I am forced to live with my family because of my financial situation. If one of those things was going good for me, I might not think about driving off the side of a cliff when I'm on my way home everyday. But none of it is. I'm feeling so lost, I wish I knew what to do. I'm just going through each day, hoping to get a sign of where I should head in my life, but it's taking for damn ever.