Friday May 25, 2007

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You know there are days when it is hard to want to wake up. Days when it all seems to go wrong. When the world seems set against you. That all you know seems to be wrong. It seems like lately I have alot of those days. But I guess I really bring it on myself
pajamamama:
HEY! What is WRONG!? frown Stop blaming yourself for things you can not control.
zebranova:
I wish i could make things better for you.... I really hope that the airforce thing works for you because it is something you have talked about ever since highschool... Your great and i think that you could probably do anything you set your mind too... you just have to set your heart to do it too... I love you...

Thursday May 24, 2007

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I need a break from my life blackeyed
avidity:
kiss kiss kiss kiss
i will talk to you tomorrow...gotta get some rest. muah!
blush
pajamamama:
Awww. What is wrong?

Thursday May 24, 2007

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tongue
brightredscream:
Thank you SO much for the birthday wishes hon!!

x x x

Tuesday May 22, 2007

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Well here goes........................................
I have been working for 3 weeks to loose weight......and I think I lost maybe a pound. either that or I my eyes were a lil blurry when I looked at the scale. I went for a run after I woke up. I know I am outta shape. I don't have to be told i am. I have made it to the...
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bringherheart:
"He is bitching at me that I only made one trip instead of the two."
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avidity:
kiss

Monday May 21, 2007

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I am so tired........but I wouldn't trade it for the world. this special lady I have been talking to enjoys talking to me, and i enjoy talking to her as well....I got two hours of sleep this morning.............and It was great. With all that is going wrong in my life right now she makes me smile. And we just click....I know most of you out...
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avidity:
thank you. thank you for being there, for making me feel amazing, for not wanting me to be treated badly, for understanding me, for not judging me, for wanting to keep me safe, for being yourself, for accepting me the way i am, for all the nice things you say, for giving me something to look forward to every day now.

i am just speechless this morning. you have me a lot to think about. but all good things. kiss
i'll miss you today.
phoenixgirl:
I am glad you are feeling better, so am I...see good things happen when you least expect them too wink

Sunday May 20, 2007

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Well it is sunday, I am just sitting here being bored to tears. No one is here to talk to me. And I can not bring my self to write another story. I was not happy with the last one I wrote. It was too long and the payoff needed alot of work. Sadly I think I need some more practice at it.... tongue


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avidity:
WOW. that was a little more than a pissy spoiler.
smile babydoll. biggrin it's not all that bad. you are moving on, and just let it go.
but i know it's not that easy, so if you need anything, let me know. mmmmmuah kiss

Saturday May 19, 2007

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IF YOU PEOPLE DON'T STOP LEAVING ME ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CLICKY CLICKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday May 19, 2007

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I am so tired. I have been working like crazy for the past week. I get up around 9:30 and work untill about 5. But I won't complain because I have been spending the best hours of my life talking to someone who makes me feel like I am worth something. When I talk to her I really feel like she wants to hear my...
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avidity:
i'm sorry i fell asleep on you. i felt so bad this morning. but i was sooooooo sleepy!!!
anyway, don't doubt those best hours, i'm sure you make her feel the same way, if not better blush

i'm sorry about your car sweetheart. that really sucks. but like you said, you have a plan and everything will work out! i just got up, i kind of feel like a slug. oh well. i'm gonna clean my room today. woo!
okay well i will talk to you soon. mmmmmmuah handsome kiss

Friday May 18, 2007

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Well another day gone by I didn't stay up till 5 o'clock this morning talking to a wonderfull woman. No, today we stayed up till 6 wink I loved every minuet of it. But I have to say I am sad that I am keeping her up when she has to work. It is amazing when we can manage to start talking at 12 and the...
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motherchaos:
I'm glad that you have a smile on your face, Sweetheart.... smile
faye:
Awe glad you have found something good in life. smile

Thursday May 17, 2007

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I was up till 5 this morning, I was having the best conversation with someone I have had a crush on for awhile now. I can't honestly remember the last time I had that much fun, OR just talked to someone for that long. I am not giving the details of what happened. But suffice to say I really like her and if things keep...
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motherchaos:
Huzzah! Well Said my dear!!
avidity:
blush there you go making me smile again blush
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