Well I am working on loosing my weight....If all goes planned I will be shipping out to boot mid june.....I just thought i would post an update. it is crazy around here....I miss my ex but at the same time I want to search the sea for something new...I want a fresh start with my life. I think by joining the air force i will...
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Well I spoke to my ex. She wants to get back with me....but she is afraid that the service will change me.... she wants to get back with me AFTER I get out of basic....Am I right for wanting to get back with her?
shimarisu:
I would imagine it would be difficult for anybody to tell you without knowing more about you and your ex and why exactly you broke up and all.
However, if you've already decided once to break up with the person for some reason... your instincts at the time were most likely correct. It's months later when you're feeling lonely that you start to question yourself and make bad decisions.
However, if you've already decided once to break up with the person for some reason... your instincts at the time were most likely correct. It's months later when you're feeling lonely that you start to question yourself and make bad decisions.
motherchaos:
Take it slow and easy.... She may have a point about the service, and besides, once you are out and about, you may find that there are far better pickings out there that are better for you and your sanity. It is easy to second guess yourself when your mood is low and you are lonely.... I know that point VERY well.....
Evil exists in this world. You can call it the devil, or just a menicing force. But it exist in ever person, the ability to do the darkest most evil things. Whats worse is we have the ability to do it to one another. To do the most cruel things. But there is also good in this world. Just as every person has the ability...
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I have been posting alot of negitive things lately. Mainly because i can't talk to anyone. Everyone has been to busy.......so I will just leave you with this....
motherchaos:
Beautiful video....
being busy is often a bitch...even for those of us who are busy....
I have to be gone this weekend.... I'll send good thoughts to you though
Honest 
being busy is often a bitch...even for those of us who are busy....
I have to be gone this weekend.... I'll send good thoughts to you though
Honest
You know you really begin to realize who your friends are when you hit a rough spot....when everyone is to busy with their lives.......it makes you really wonder what you have been doing with your life.....well goodnight and good luck
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ladylovelybrit:
Who doesn't have time for you?
motherchaos:
Aw Honey.... Life does intervene, even for those that we care for the most.... You are loved and appreciated... Honest!!
Well I am going to be able to keep my car after all....I have an odd job. It will pay me 8 per hour under the table. so i will get enough to keep my car hopefully. And I am now working to loose 30 lbs. and tone my muscles. If any of you lovlies have any advice I could use it...
Oh and I...
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ladylovelybrit:
Thank-you sweetie.
motherchaos:
Advice...hmm....find something you like and stick with it? I need to follow that advice myself 
Under the table can be a goooood thing
it helps and it gets you closer to where you need to be... Love ya sweets!!
Under the table can be a goooood thing
it helps and it gets you closer to where you need to be... Love ya sweets!!
well it is just a bad week... 
damn it....It is hot as hell outside....i have no fucking privacy because my apartment has become the faimlys room...WTF....I do not want to watch lou dobs....i wanna be able to look at porn and masturbate in PRIVATE!!!!!
And I have 4 days to come up wih 400 dollars or I loose my car....
And I have 4 days to come up wih 400 dollars or I loose my car....
motherchaos:
*sigh* Sorry Baby, wish I could help in all ways But, being a Mom, I NEVER have privacy, I hardly ever get to seek that "alone" time and God forbid I have money available.... It's a bitch...*Whimper*
But I luv you anyway
But, being a Mom, I NEVER have privacy, I hardly ever get to seek that "alone" time and God forbid I have money available.... It's a bitch...*Whimper*
But I luv you anyway
I have a new story....
My story
My story
you got me all hot now
i love stories when two people who have wanted each other for so long have sex. it's such an amazing thought.