sibby

naw, you're just giong thru your shit.....

Sure.
I want to be bitter. Sometimes it's just easier to live life and give in to the bitterness.
But I wasn't made that way.

I've had years of bitter, dark, cynicism. I felt like everything that went wrong with me was the fault of other people.

Until I realized that itself was a choice; I was choosing to be so unhappy and numb. It was simply easier to shield myself from all the pain and beauty that life had to offer by keeping negative company and doing things that had serious negative effects on me. The yin and yang were out of balance, for a long, long time.

Why am I going on about myself here, when I should be telling you, hey, everything will be ok Maybe it's because we are all human beings, trying to process our shit, and sometimes other people process differently, and sometimes that information can be shared, to pass on the enlightenment, I guess you could call it.

I feel now as if I have literally unlocked the keys to the universe, after many years of badness. One day, you will feel that way, too, as long as you keep in the game. Taking a break and sitting on the sidelines won't hurt, as long as you take in your experiences from that restful place to help mold you into a better team player.

And uh, Never give up; Never surrender. Seriously.
Greet the day.
Then fuck the shit out of it.