siara

......... things have to change in my life..... have you ever come to a point in your life when you know you it is defiently the time to make big changes?!? ... i have decided i am going to move out of where i am living and start paying big bling$bling for rent and get a really nice place with room for screenprinting and all my beserk clothing stuff, currently I have nowhere to put anything and it is soo hard to work.... plus i am going to quit my job doing graphic design and try to get a part-time job in retail or at a bar or something, which will be strange... i have only worked in offices all my life, and always sitting down.. i really want a job where i am on my feet the whole time.. hmm actually i wonder if I will be saying this when my feet are killing me... plus I need more time to dedicate to my company to actually get it started properly...so.. must.. make.. big.. life.. changes..!!..i am going insane, no really i think i am THIS close to having a breakdown or something...... i stress myself out way to much and think that i am not getting anywhere and doing nothing with my life.. and argh.. i need to relax.. hmmm maybe i need to masturbate more.. i have heard it works wonders

- I am sad cause my latex stockings ripped... argh.. I tried to sew them up with cotton last night and it looks like it might work, but looks kinda weird..
- i got my hair cut.. it is soo short.. not sure how i feel about shorter hair.. but it will grow so... meh.. going to dye it bright red real soon...
- i feel weird today
- it is getting fuckin cold here.. bring back the warm weather damn it.. i hate my winter clothes.. i want to wear short skirts!!
- i can't reply to anyones entries at the moment.. been crazy busy lately, but soon!!.........
- i painted a room for the first time in my life yesterday and i am the WORST at painting..
- i want my new set to go up so i can send in another one!!
- i seriously need a mutherfucking holiday..
- I don't think i can go to the SGbrisbane hookup next weekend

um.. that is all.. signing out and over.. and

love y'all!!

SIARA
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BTW....... if anyone in brisbane is looking for a new band practise space check out VIA Studios -- Free launch party this Friday with bands: sophora/goodbye skyline/blood thirsty system .. come say hi to me.. i will be the grrl selling the alcoholic beverages!!