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After a nudge from Snowballinhell this afternoon I have logged on and found time to update. Sorry its been an age.
The flat has taken up sooo much of my time of late that I haven't had time to fart. Plus new job is more strenuous than I thought.
Been a very hard month - I can't even lift my fingers high enough to type properly.
Don't feel sorry for me though! I am happier than ever - working with some daft potters in a place I adore, doing what I do best. Well I say that, I have been doing nothin but clean and tidy - I'm not even gonna start looking at my sketchbook or build up my folio til I have the place fully organised.
So what news? Appart from having a gorgeous (but damp) flat and my dream job, there is nothing much to tell you!
Kinda met a guy - really nice guy (shock horror!!), but as per it all went the shape of a pear.
I think I know where it went wrong, for a start he's a nuclear physist and a musician and I am a lowly potter! hahaha Nah - I was really into the idea of hangin out with someone who is obviously cleverer than me, I wanted to learn. Plus I fancied the pants off him - unusual lookin chap with a shock of grey hair, steel blue eyes and a body to die for. BUT he also has some kind of obcessive complusive disorder, is an aesthetic facist and a selfish business man - I think that the challenge of not being able to have him makes me want him more. AND - not that I am paranoid in anyway (
) I have the sneaky suspicion that he is more interested in our mutual friends relationship than our potentially blooming one! Weird.
Besides he called me an egotist because I would like to be able to afford to by some jewellery for myself at Christmas from an annual exhibition in Manchester. I mean I don't celebrate Christmas - I'm not christian, I have even worked Christmas Day before now, I buy the people I love presents whenever I can - it doesn't have to be on one particular day that I don't believe in anyway to show your appreciation for someone.
RANT OVER - but why am I an egotist if I want to buy myself something? This from a fella who never stops comparing me to his ex, critises my driving AND looked down on me because I don't like cooking a roast dinner and can't make gravy!!!. Fuck sake - I don't half pick them.
So much has happened since my last Journal. I have actually tried to update about 3 times, but my lovely laptop has crashed everytime I go to save the - hopefully I will be back to normal and updating regulary again.
Big love and happy new year to you all - hope it rocked like mine did.
I ended up snogging a beautiful girl in a polka dot dress who was called Des! hahahaha much fun!
Come say hello - I'll be journal lurking in a bit so watch out!
LOVE YOU MONKEYS!!
Shy xxxxxx
ok ok, i unfairly misjuged the new fella in my above comments. Can I point out that he's lovely, a bit mad, a strange character with a manner I find intriging, interesting and gentle. I learn something new everyday and well, he's off to Dubai in 2 months for 6 months so I can still be independent in my actions, while remaining honest and truthful.
He respects me and my ideals, gives me space and time, and shares my passion for tromping around the in the woods and muddly puddles!
I may have been slightly harsh and prejudgemental, but the journals are a release of steam and non violent aggression in a moment in time.
All in all - I fancy the mad scientist and the feeling's mutual. YAY!!
Now - here's Fred with the weather.
Shy xx
After a nudge from Snowballinhell this afternoon I have logged on and found time to update. Sorry its been an age.
The flat has taken up sooo much of my time of late that I haven't had time to fart. Plus new job is more strenuous than I thought.
Been a very hard month - I can't even lift my fingers high enough to type properly.
Don't feel sorry for me though! I am happier than ever - working with some daft potters in a place I adore, doing what I do best. Well I say that, I have been doing nothin but clean and tidy - I'm not even gonna start looking at my sketchbook or build up my folio til I have the place fully organised.
So what news? Appart from having a gorgeous (but damp) flat and my dream job, there is nothing much to tell you!
Kinda met a guy - really nice guy (shock horror!!), but as per it all went the shape of a pear.
I think I know where it went wrong, for a start he's a nuclear physist and a musician and I am a lowly potter! hahaha Nah - I was really into the idea of hangin out with someone who is obviously cleverer than me, I wanted to learn. Plus I fancied the pants off him - unusual lookin chap with a shock of grey hair, steel blue eyes and a body to die for. BUT he also has some kind of obcessive complusive disorder, is an aesthetic facist and a selfish business man - I think that the challenge of not being able to have him makes me want him more. AND - not that I am paranoid in anyway (
) I have the sneaky suspicion that he is more interested in our mutual friends relationship than our potentially blooming one! Weird.
Besides he called me an egotist because I would like to be able to afford to by some jewellery for myself at Christmas from an annual exhibition in Manchester. I mean I don't celebrate Christmas - I'm not christian, I have even worked Christmas Day before now, I buy the people I love presents whenever I can - it doesn't have to be on one particular day that I don't believe in anyway to show your appreciation for someone.
RANT OVER - but why am I an egotist if I want to buy myself something? This from a fella who never stops comparing me to his ex, critises my driving AND looked down on me because I don't like cooking a roast dinner and can't make gravy!!!. Fuck sake - I don't half pick them.
So much has happened since my last Journal. I have actually tried to update about 3 times, but my lovely laptop has crashed everytime I go to save the - hopefully I will be back to normal and updating regulary again.
Big love and happy new year to you all - hope it rocked like mine did.
I ended up snogging a beautiful girl in a polka dot dress who was called Des! hahahaha much fun!
Come say hello - I'll be journal lurking in a bit so watch out!
LOVE YOU MONKEYS!!
Shy xxxxxx
ok ok, i unfairly misjuged the new fella in my above comments. Can I point out that he's lovely, a bit mad, a strange character with a manner I find intriging, interesting and gentle. I learn something new everyday and well, he's off to Dubai in 2 months for 6 months so I can still be independent in my actions, while remaining honest and truthful.
He respects me and my ideals, gives me space and time, and shares my passion for tromping around the in the woods and muddly puddles!
I may have been slightly harsh and prejudgemental, but the journals are a release of steam and non violent aggression in a moment in time.
All in all - I fancy the mad scientist and the feeling's mutual. YAY!!
Now - here's Fred with the weather.
Shy xx
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Good news on the fella
Hope things work out with your Homer Simpson.
Glad you had a good New Year. Mine kinda sucked but thats another story(a boring one).