shyla

These past few days I've been very anti-social and I think I should stop being like that. I haven't talked to a lot of my friends in a while and I feel like I'm shutting them out of my life. I made plans to hang out with a few people this past week and ended up canceling on them to just stay home. I'm not sure why I've been feeling this way but it doesn't feel right for me. I'm use to going out every night and now I feel almost out of my element. What the hell is wrong with me?! I just don't want my friends to think it's anything personal against them but it's hard to explain what's going on when I'm not even sure what is going on.
Anyways, I started working last week. I start work every week day now at 7am.......it really kicks my ass since I'm use to staying up and about till about 4am. So far it's not too bad though, I think I'm getting better with my sleep schedule.
One more thing...I can't wait till it's summer time!!