shwitchblade

i am so bored.
someone save me!
so lately i have been thinking about all the people i have lost in my life
for one reason or anouther
most because of the fact that i just cant get ahold of them anymore
damn friends not having homes or cellphones =[
one of my exs that i stayed friends with texted me last night
saying that we couldnt be friends anymore
because he had a girlfriend
and was to tempted by me :S
wtf is that suppose to mean??
and dishy STILL wont talk to me
i have tried super hard
but it has been futile
so needless to say i have been a bit depressed lately
when i am with people and doing stuff i feel okay
but when i am alone like i am now
i feel down =[
things dont seem to be getting better for me lately.
just worse and worse
sigh