shuttersounds

CG (3:58:40 AM): your on
CG (3:58:42 AM): finally
CG (3:59:05 AM): are you there?
esplash11 (9:59:11 AM): yea
CG (3:59:19 AM): well i am kinda drunk
CG (3:59:29 AM): so i will leave it up to you if you want to talk right now or not
esplash11 (9:59:50 AM): i don't care, there's not much to talk about.
CG (4:00:02 AM): if thats how you feel
CG (4:00:06 AM): then ok
esplash11 (10:00:15 AM): is there a lot to talk about?
CG (4:00:24 AM): yes there is
CG (4:00:36 AM): in my eyes anyway
CG (4:00:59 AM): but thats me ............if you feel theres not well then .. i cant change that
esplash11 (10:01:14 AM): i just don't know what all you want to talk about
esplash11 (10:01:26 AM): i don't know much
CG (4:01:46 AM): you left me messages the other night and obviously you wanted to talk... if you changed your mind then you did
esplash11 (10:01:58 AM): i didn't.
CG (4:03:34 AM): i just want you to know i love you
CG (4:03:42 AM): forever and always
esplash11 (10:03:46 AM): yea
CG (4:03:57 AM): and i know i have a new girlfriend so randomly... but she knows about you completely
CG (4:05:08 AM): more than she wants to
CG (4:05:08 AM): and i dont really know what to say to you other than its you and its been you and it will always be you
CG (4:05:08 AM): its just you are 18937198743189 miles and a year away
CG (4:05:16 AM): and im not saying this is what i want down the road b/c its not
CG (4:05:30 AM): and justin knows this and melissa know this and i know this
CG (4:05:58 AM): maybe you dont because yoru prob thinkin the worst
CG (4:05:58 AM): but its not
CG (4:05:58 AM): but for right now im content
CG(4:06:09 AM): but everythign i have with her is everythign i want with you... your always the one on my mind
CG(4:06:14 AM): and i know this is horribly wrong
CG (4:06:59 AM): you dont have to tell me this
CG (4:06:59 AM): im well aware
CG (4:06:59 AM): but i cant stand being alone anymore.... i cant stand telling you i love you and not having you hold me
CG (4:06:59 AM): and im not saying its yoru fault
CG (4:07:00 AM): b/c its mine
CG (4:07:00 AM): if it wasnt for me youd be here with me right now
espalsh11(10:07:28 AM): CG..i have to go. thanks for at least saying it.
CG(4:08:10 AM): no you cant go right now
esplash11 (10:08:23 AM): .CG...
esplash11 (10:08:26 AM): please
CG (4:08:27 AM): 5 minutes erika
esplash11 (10:08:35 AM): what more do you want to say?
esplash11 (10:08:41 AM): what else is there to say?
CG(4:08:50 AM): say you still love me
esplash11 (10:08:56 AM): i have to go
CG(4:08:59 AM): no bullshit
CG(4:09:21 AM): you have enough time to type whether you do or dont
esplash11 (10:09:28 AM): you know i do
esplash11 (10:09:33 AM): why do i have to say it?
esplash11 (10:09:39 AM): it doesn't mean shit right now.
CG (4:09:59 AM): why
esplash11 (10:10:02 AM): i dropped stephanie like the drop of a hat...
esplash11 (10:10:04 AM): for you.
esplash11 (10:10:27 AM): she won't even take my phone calls.
esplash11 (10:10:30 AM): i lost a friend.
CG (4:10:43 AM): erika i want to be with you but your not mine ... right now
CG(4:10:43 AM): and that kills me
esplash11 (10:10:58 AM): i am yours..
CG (4:29:19 AM): i gotta go