Again, its my bi-monthly bitching session about how fucked up everything (as I perceive it) is at the moment.
You don't wanna hear it. You don't have to read it. I'm gonna type it because at least I'll have put my thoughts into something solid.
You have been warned.
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Firstly, I'm feeling exceptionally lonely lately. Getting out and meeting new people just doesn't happen to me anymore. All my friends are settled and getting married, for fucks sake. They still give me the "When are you going to meet someone" talk with as much sincerity as a telemarketer. Even my mother suggested putting an add in the personals. My mother hasn't dated anyone in nearly 20 years. That was a winning moment
I warned you I'd be bitching. Don't say I didn't.
The health issues are still there, slowly dwindling away at my self esteem and my eyesight. Its getting progressively worse. At least I'm droppin' weight. Thin and miserable is the way to be.
I really don't know WHY I'm typing this shit. This isn't actually helping at all.
Maybe if I bake something. Cherry pie is always a good friend.
Its been four months since my dog Patch died. I still miss him a whole lot. I keep dreaming about him, everything is very clear too. I can even smell him. I'd do anything to get him back.
Stuff seems like a big fuck-off pile of stinky acidic discharge right now and for the first time in a long time, I wouldn't give a shit if a truck ran me down.
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