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I hate my chemical imbalances

I've gone a week without my anti-D, Anti-A Anti-Fun pills and its REALLY starting to get to me. (its a money issue, I'm flat broke and I've got no-one to borrow from)

I could NOT sleep last night. I probably won't be able to sleep tonight either. Tomorrow, I'll get my lovely brain candy and all will be well though.

This is how it goes for me. First, my heart starts to rhumba. It does its little dance and I stress out at the rapid beating it gives my ribcage. Then I start to get dizzy. If I look one way, it takes my mind a second or two to catch up to what I'm doing. God forbid anyone talks to me during this time, as every word sends a little shock through my body. Then I sweat. Alot.

I don't know what to do, coz I don't want to have to suck down these pills for the rest of my life and its scary not to be on them.


In other news, CHRISTMAS BBQ SOON! It'll be good to see all you dolls and action figures.
Until then, I will mope and be lonely and sorry for myself.

STILL no-one wants to see dream theater with me.