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shpeecialz

Kalispell, MT

Member Since 2009

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Wednesday Dec 23, 2009

Dec 23, 2009
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Feeling so naked... hurt... cold... I know this personality is getting fucking old. The world I once knew is desappearing so quickly. Reality is settling and there I am. ALONE. Thirsty for comfort and relaxation within trust. Is it even possible anymore? Don't know. Thoughts buzzing and constant circulation without peace or quiet. Love, as I know it, is so strange to others who can't go inside and look around. Normality is an unforeseeable option, but would be a beautiful gift if I could only touch her skin for a silent moment. Thoughts of dark anger can be over-whelming.... Dreaming light will surround me someday... my life...

"DreAMiNG tHe ImPoSSiBLe"
_deviant1_:
Happy Christmas! smile
Dec 24, 2009
shpeecialz:
And you as well thank you smile
Dec 24, 2009

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