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Kalispell, MT

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Tuesday Dec 08, 2009

Dec 8, 2009
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Reality VS Existence....?
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My reality is quite fuzzy at this point
...unsure of what realm I'm within
existence... what is it?
cani t be found just anywhere?
I yearn to be existent
...but unsure if I'm prepared

The funny part is I said this
and all they did was stare
Little did they notice
...that you can find it anywhere
and little did they know this
it's all within our control

Reality vs. Existence
who can tell the difference?
Reality is what you make of it
and as for existence, well....
I constantly fake it
displace it

Fuck Reality.... Fuck Existence
fuck the person that wrote this very sentence
...someday you will understand.

Existence + Reality
...someday I believe you will understand.

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