So, how is everyone? Good... good. Don't really know what to say right now. Feeling kind of mellanchollie. Not really sad, not really happy, just kind of in limbo. It's like I'm waiting for something big to happen, and, whether it's good or bad, I will be relieved just to have a change. So if anyone wants to come over and either, give me a present, or kick my ass, it would be much appreciated.
I read Synnoves latest journal entry the other day and it made me cry. It isn't like I know her or anything. And I barely know anything about her relationship with Userlame, except for what I saw in her photos section, but for something with such an apparent history to it to end... well, it just makes me sad. Maybe it reminds me of how it feels when something good comes to an end, and such a feeling is all too fresh in the back of my mind.
It's funny, cause I find myself looking everywhere for companionship, but a part of me feels content right now without it. Still I look though. I think what it is, is I miss that female side. Most of my friends are guys, and the girls that I do hang out with are mostly married. There is something about being around a girl, and getting to see that point of view. This is not to say that a girls point of view is all that different from mine, but if it is different, then I find that fascinating, and if she agrees with me, then it can be very exciting.
Welcome to the chaotic ramblings of my brain.
I wonder what it is I'm looking for, and when I'll find it. Maybe...NOW!....
no... NOW!... no, not yet.
Maybe I just need some time off from work. Maybe these holidays will do me some good. My cousin is coming from Winnipeg for new years, so that should be fun.
NOW!... nope.
I read Synnoves latest journal entry the other day and it made me cry. It isn't like I know her or anything. And I barely know anything about her relationship with Userlame, except for what I saw in her photos section, but for something with such an apparent history to it to end... well, it just makes me sad. Maybe it reminds me of how it feels when something good comes to an end, and such a feeling is all too fresh in the back of my mind.
It's funny, cause I find myself looking everywhere for companionship, but a part of me feels content right now without it. Still I look though. I think what it is, is I miss that female side. Most of my friends are guys, and the girls that I do hang out with are mostly married. There is something about being around a girl, and getting to see that point of view. This is not to say that a girls point of view is all that different from mine, but if it is different, then I find that fascinating, and if she agrees with me, then it can be very exciting.
Welcome to the chaotic ramblings of my brain.
I wonder what it is I'm looking for, and when I'll find it. Maybe...NOW!....
no... NOW!... no, not yet.
Maybe I just need some time off from work. Maybe these holidays will do me some good. My cousin is coming from Winnipeg for new years, so that should be fun.
NOW!... nope.
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Worst part is, I made the mistake of mentioning the name Peter Molonyolnxex to some uber game nerd in an attempt to impress him with my game savvy. Of course, this got him started and he rambled on and on and on and on and on, until I finally had to admit the only game I was ever very good at was Yoshi's Story on N64.
very embarassing...lol
Does it come with a side of Shovelface??
Listen to us all...maybe its just the time of year or something
Well i got an idea..a lonely cult..it is easier to get member that way. Me and you taking over the world...cause there seems to be alot of loney people.
Muhaahaha....evil plans of domination....Muhahaha....
Ok i gotta get a day job
Later Dude....Have a good Holiday...k