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So my significant other asked me if i read her blog reg. I lied and said rarely (i check it every few days). She told me its fine if I did but I still lied anyways cause before she didnt want me even knowing she had a blog since its like a diary to her. also there are stuff i think she doesnt want me to know. shes afraid ill push her away and or hurt me. well thats kind of too late (as in regards to her not hurting me) lol but i got over it. i accepted that theres going to be stuff on that site that i just wont agree with mainly because i dont understand somethings about her and part of me thinks that sucks cause i want to understand her and i want her to feel comfortable to tell me anything thats happening to her good and bad. but that shes not at that point yet. i probably said this all before but im so comfy talking to her what i go through on any given basis that i find it frustrating that she doesnt feel comfy with me yet.