bleh..feeling extremely undesirable. it would be nice to feel sexy for once.
I have too much to do to be bothered by this.
yada yada yada
I have too much to do to be bothered by this.
yada yada yada
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Another day without enough sleep and I'm heading out to work. I gotta smoke me a bole first, the day should go fast. I need to study, i'm freaking out about finals. Well actually just one final. I just want to graduate and if i bomb this test it will be pushed back a quarter. I don't think my parents would be too keen on...
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cindy3:
cut off?!?!?!?! that does suck. ah well. at least you can say fuck you to them now. do you still wanna work out tonight? i'm supposed to see only flesh agian w/nick and jared. but getting out of that wouldn't make me sad in the least. i'd much rather hang out with you at this point. this of course, all applies if you see this before you talk to me. so i dunno. i'll talk to you later.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
I want to scream at my eyes and spit out the words that show how crazy i am.
.....Never have i felt so sane as i sit up in this sleepless night. I have my thoughts as always, they're just not as heavy with my ever destructive and untrusting mind. Not sure why i can't sleep. My head is pounding, that probably has a...
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I want to scream at my eyes and spit out the words that show how crazy i am.
.....Never have i felt so sane as i sit up in this sleepless night. I have my thoughts as always, they're just not as heavy with my ever destructive and untrusting mind. Not sure why i can't sleep. My head is pounding, that probably has a...
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deminishlucidity:
elope with the sadness
Como te va?? Yo tengo mucho trabajo. Es triste!! Today is going to be a long ass day. It's cool. One more week till spring break and another quarter till graduation. I can do this. Just gotta keep motivated. Peace out homies and I'll see ya on the flip side.
Feeling weird today
Kisses and hugs to all
Feeling weird today
Kisses and hugs to all
Boyfriends got a show tonight. Be there or be square!!
Yeah!!!
Yeah!!!
cindy3:
pretty picture 
Got my haircut, i'm pumped. It was time for a change. Couldn't really afford it, but we'll worry about that at a later date. I really, really got to do some stuff for school. Procrastination is a bitch.
I need to stop prying..just makes things worse. Can't get over the fact that i'm not who i want to be. another sob story for the books.
sholing:
WInds of change baby!!! Woo Hoo!!!!!
deminishlucidity:
No doubt
Can't sleep...gnawing pain in my chest...feel inferior, but what's new...don't want to go work...it's a lazy dreary day and i still feel small. OH FUCK IT!! *put on a happy face*
Should have some pics up soon!!
Should have some pics up soon!!
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deminishlucidity:
Hello.. just see that your from columbus.. and your a friend of my friend..
cindy3:
can i borrow a book? i don't know what, something good. i'll talk to you about it later. using the internet is fun though.
bests to you