sholing

i'm wired..up late/early...i have this driving pulse in my head..nothing painful, just thoughts...marijauna only provokes it...damn no release.. i have a secret desire to be a writer i think..it's always kind of been there,i'm in love with words.. the way they sound, the way people use them, how they flow with other words..their meanings. fucking powerful shit. i'm so eloquent ...i find the things i write down come out much more coherent then when i say them outloud...i have this nervous energy that makes me talk to fast, stumble over words and skip over the point..ah..well what can a girl do..blah..i'm bored. it's so early i need to go to bed, but i'm so awake right now. should i play video games??? i'm so close to my next level but it still might take a while to beat and if start playing i'm not going to stop until i level up..which again could be a while..and then it's going to be bright and sunny (which i hate) and i'll probably pass out but that goddamn sun!
OHH..i'm ranting i've noticed..the pot does that to me for some reason. i guess i;ll just smoke another bowl and then see how i feel about the video game situation.../


sex, drugs and cocoa puffs