So, i'm internally confused. i need a job. i'm having some issues with a company that hired me on, but i feel like i might be taking advantage of people, or i could be really helping them. it's a strange company. But if i feel in my soul i shouldn't do it then i shouldn't , right? i just have all this outside pressures to do something great. or at least get a job that pays pretty well. seeing as how i'm a college grad. now my parents and others around are expecting me to be something other than a waitress . understandable, i want to be something other than a waitress too, but i feel like i'm not prepared. Actuallu, i'm petrified of becoming something i don't want to be, what if i get stuck in some passionless job. I don't want to die inside cause my job leaves me unsatisfied. i don't want to give up my life to make some cash. i'm so broke. i have nineteen dollars to my name right now.. i don't know..scary shit.
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yea i've made a choice! ohhoo..so dramatic
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yea i've made a choice! ohhoo..so dramatic
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drpirate:
aaronidiot:
Just a bit of friendly advice on that ... Don't worry about a new job. If you don't like it, you always have the option to change jobs again, just as you can do it now. And you are supposed to be scared, you are only human after all, being scared is the fun part, going out and overcoming this fear. Good luck grad.