sholing

Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
I want to scream at my eyes and spit out the words that show how crazy i am.
.....Never have i felt so sane as i sit up in this sleepless night. I have my thoughts as always, they're just not as heavy with my ever destructive and untrusting mind. Not sure why i can't sleep. My head is pounding, that probably has a lot to do with it.
........I feel like pouring my heart out to an unseen audience. It's easiest to say things when no one is listening........... It's hard to get things accomplished while you 're screaming into an empty space, however...side tracked................
.........here's some whitman before bedtime kiddies..everyone should have a taste...
-I bequeathe myself to the dirt to grow from the grass i love. If you want me again look for me under your bootsoles, you will hardly know who i am or what i mean, but i shall be good health to you nevertheless and i will filter and fiber your blood. Failing ot fetch me at first keep encouraged, missing me one place, search another. I stop somewhere waiting for you.-
....i love these words

He sleeps.......it's late.