i WISH I COULD SCREAM
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so..who feels like a complete piece of shit?
I do, i do..God damn myself! If only i wasn't so sensitive. I take everything to heart. I wish i really hated people like i think i do. I care too much about unimportant things. *sigh*
I do, i do..God damn myself! If only i wasn't so sensitive. I take everything to heart. I wish i really hated people like i think i do. I care too much about unimportant things. *sigh*
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loe:
aww, hunny... those thoughts sound so familiar.
fortysix_and_two:
*hugs*
I think the world of you. Remember that, if things start to drag you down again, or you can feel free to contact me outside SG.
I think the world of you. Remember that, if things start to drag you down again, or you can feel free to contact me outside SG.
it's all dark in here, but i can't sleep. my mind is too high to sit still.. 
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fortysix_and_two:
My mind's high too. Sits a bit above my neck. It wants down on a pillow, but sadly, I can't oblige it yet....
loe:
i couldnt sleep for shit last night either.
Yay! A whole day off! I had plans to do things but i'm thinking about just sittin around getting baked all day, play some video games. Haven't had a chance to do that since i started. Must be sober at new job! Sobriety suits me, i guess. I was complimented on how intelligent i was yesterday. I usually don't get that cause i used to...
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loe:
you nut. how are you liking the new job? i just started working in an office too, it takes some getting use to.
collagenrock:
an impecable plan for the day off
I'm a corporate whore...Who works for republicans........ who are going to vote for bush.......................
What is this world coming to???
new job is pretty ok though. I'll feel better about it once i get a paycheck.
What is this world coming to???
new job is pretty ok though. I'll feel better about it once i get a paycheck.
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poser:
don;t let money blind you..once that happens..you are already a victim
aaronidiot:
I'm a corporate whore as well. Its good money, but the problem is you have to deal with those people. I hate dealing with republicans as it is, I can't imagine the "fun" you'll have with them in Ohio.
blah..that's i how feel as i wake in the afternoon.
At least i pick up my boy at the airport tonight! Yea, been missin him
At least i pick up my boy at the airport tonight! Yea, been missin him
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fortysix_and_two:
Have a fun time!
user209834982:
i woke up in the afternoon too, ive felt blah all day long.
So i've decided to put together a book of poetry, my things i write. I started today, i wrote a forward and everything. i have tons of shit, been writing since i can remember. i'm not going to put everything in it. i have so much stuff from high school still. and a lot of things that are shitty. i liked to write when i...
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whereigrow:
Lemon fresh....and Mango...soon.....be nice and I'll give you a taste.
I've slept very little these last few days. I'm not even stressed out which is usually the cause of my sleepless nights. Just awake and tossing. Watching my boy sleep peacefully made me smile,even though i was jealous of his rest. I even counted forever just so my mind wouldn't wander. I was going to try to sleep for a couple of hours. Put a...
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collagenrock:
whats the name of your boys band?
fortysix_and_two:
I have massive bouts with insomnia, but due to stress usually. I have had days like yours, where sleep simply eludes me. I usually find that it's from an energy release from weeks of storing it up. Eventually, sleep will find you again.
ladadi..so i start my job next thrusday. Sweet..considering i have very little cash flow funds on hand. Still feeling strange..no one remembers your name, when your strange...my mind is everywhere..as always. maybe i'll walk around today. seems nice. something to distract me from myself. what if i get hot. i'll be pissed. oh goodness..never satisfied and always crazy..ahh that's the breaks.
caddi56:
what kind of job ?
Guys fucking irritate me! How hard is it to communicate??
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likwid_todd:
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fortysix_and_two:
Please don't lump us all together. I say, without pride or ego, that I am much removed from others of my gender. Many have told me that I was born a millennia too late, but in fact, I think that men of my conviction are far more needed now.
Communication, true communication, is a must with anyone you care to be close to. Whether it takes the form of an understandable, if heated, argument, or if it takes the form of comfortable silence, it is the basis of all bonds between hearts.
Communication, true communication, is a must with anyone you care to be close to. Whether it takes the form of an understandable, if heated, argument, or if it takes the form of comfortable silence, it is the basis of all bonds between hearts.
Guess who's finally fucking employed!! Yea! bout fucking time.I'm pumped! Let's celebrate with a bowl shall we
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whereigrow:
I gots the smoke, who got da muthfucking light?
caddi56:
welcome to the working class
What a fuck nasty day in Columbus. Crazy hot with a ridiculous amount of humidity. I almost forgot how terrible it was to not have a car. Havin to walk everywhere. Mind you i wouldn't mind it if the weather would cooperate with me and be 75 degrees with a slight breeze and zero humidity. But alas... i have yet to receive my captain planet...
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itsalivemedia:
If I told you I saw AC/DC 3 times, would that be a GOOD thing or a bad thing in your world?
burstandbloom:
The pimpin' is genuine
horray for painting
make something beautiful or horrible
horray for painting
make something beautiful or horrible
Sometimes screaming helps. Or breaking something. Or going on a mad postal rage and shooting people.