shmidol

ok...so probably not a good time to update. been out all night drinking. BUT. I have come to a conclusion. My friends suck. All but one. The only one that doesn't suck...I want her to truly know how much I appreciate her. Seriously. I cannot begin to tell you the hell I have been through tonight. I....I really want to, but it just seems seriously lame to bore you with the details. I have never felt more alone....that is all.

Except of course for my wonderful fabulous man...who is drunk of course. Who had to drive us home. Which I am not proud of...as it was our mutual bachelor/bachelorette parties. But because of the shitty shit that happenned....somehow we ended up at the bar....alone. the two of us. We were supposed to spend the night at the asshole friend's house. So...he drove. I was scared. Tried to talk him into a hotel. But, really...home was not THAT far...only 20 minutes.

We made it. Thank god. I am not a fan of the drinking and driving. It makes me ill to think about it. But I was a participant in it tonight...by association.

Basically what I am trying to say is that I TRULY love my friend that is the only friend that is really going out of her way to come to my wedding. I know you are going above and beyond the call of friendship, amd I really, REALLY appreciate you. I really do. I love you!