shmidol

damn girl...I thought you of all people would be okay around sharp objects...hope you're alright!

Happy belated

hey birthday girl...where the hell are you? I've got something for you. *leer*

happy birthday

happy birthday

The black sheep are the best part of the family....My side of the family is all bikers, truckers, and just in general a rambuncious crowd but are usually the best

But hey if your family doesn't stop acting weird just remember you have the coolest family here at SG

Yes...we do need to get together soon. I'm in need of some major outings. We are flying to Birmingham tomorrow to go to a Haunted "house" thing....I'll be back Thursday. Hope all is well.

You didn't have any plans to go to Washington did you?

YO! YO! Is willow pissed at me our something?!? I've had hurricane shit too, but she hasn't replied to anything I've said in weeks.

Anyway, the next time you are in town I'd like the two of you to go Frankenstein on my head. Any color you want. Preferably something dark. I'll bribe you with cash or boose, your choice!

YES for lunch again!!
Call me whenever you are in town and we will definitely go out...my treat this time!!!

Anytime

I DIDN'T DIE!!!!!



now come visit.

Well, not to bitch about it, but right now i'm all hot, tired, and sweaty from having helped a buddy of mine pack and move all damn day today.

It's nothing a little backrub wouldn't help, you know anybody *wink-wink* who could help me out there?

Hey, I just thought of something, are you going to make the newly rescheduled SGTN camping trip? I hope so.

Much and a great big

-Josh

oh well, at least you didn't have to work. That's what i did just fixed stuff around the house. the joys of homeownership.

I'll keep graceland warm for you.

Yay...I'm glad you sold the house...one less thing you have to worry about. You hanging out this Saturday??? I'll be in Birmingham in the morning movin' my shit up...I should be around a while...but I'll have my boys in town with me and I think they were lookin for a hot night out on the town...don't think Daddyo was too happy about that...it being his BBQ and all...I'll try and talk them into hangin' out at Daddyo's....but...I am there bitch Sat night....since they are helping me move my shit up...alright....enough blabbin...later

selling houses rules.

was that too much.

i'm hoping weather clears before my trip in a few weeks.

I SOOOOOOOOOO rescheduled so that you wouldn't be able to make our barbeque!!!!!!

But seriously.... that sucks that you won't be able to make it. I was kind of wanting to get with you anyways however, maybe over lunch or something and pick your brain over regarding the whole barber business.

ummm...darlin'....have you seen the weather forecast?
if they evacuate the island...your hotel room will be non existent. I'm going to evacuate to *your* house.

Hey chickee, we're having to postpone the party. Looks like we'll be doing it on the next Saturday, which will be Labor Day weekend. Let me know if you're still down.

hey...yeah...you need to come to the partay....don't worry...it's not at some seedy punk bar..hehehe...

I also went through a very difficult divorce... tore my life completely apart... ripped my soul down to its very foundation. It's hard to cope, hard to see that anything good could come from it. I waited a very long time to get engaged, waited a long time to marry, but it was a mistake. Sometimes the most well thought decisions can be your worst. Sometimes gut instinct is better than your best judgement. Sometimes following your heart really hurts those around you until they see the wounds that were caused by NOT doing what you feel is right for YOU. Most of my life I lived it for others, not for me. My marriage was centered around my wife, not around the relationship between us. I wish you the best of luck with everything, I know how difficult it can be. But with all things that come to an end, you are afforded the chance to make a new beginning, building something better and stronger than what you had previously, using your mistakes and misconceptions to guide you and help you make better decisions for yourself and those around you. I trust that this is the right thing for you to do, and that you will ultimately be much happier... in turn, your family and loved ones will be happier as well.

mrplaid@catt.com

I was poking around Lorinas friends and came across your journal. i was in a4 year relationship that just deteriorated...I thought I was doing the right thing by staying with the person i love. But we were both unhappy and if we had stayed together we would have just grown farther apart and resent each other. We are much better as friends. Anyway, if it makes you feel any better read my latest journal entry. At the least it will make you not think about your problems or hopefully even bring a smile to your face about how absurd it got.

hey shmidol.. i don't think we ever spoke but we have a mutual friend, and um don't kill her over the latest hair color! actually i just read your entry and I so feel for you. and everything willow said is right on. he is so puttin up a show pretending it didn't hurt but that weight loss is obviously motivated to get at you. and your family should get their ass kicked for not supporting you just because they should period!

...and this is where i whisper i dont have the strength that you have and disappear for what i've been going through.

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