shiva8

just got back from vacation. i have a new fetish zumanity. ah, to live my life over i'd be a cirque girl.

well worth the $85 ticket price.

so how y'all doin'?

one of my best friends has disappeared...

i think i'll be staying away for a bit

ok.. i posted my declined set in the Hopefuls group. when i got the "we can't use it" email i was like, alright...maybe the quality just isn't there cuz i don't know shite about photography, yknow? then everyone is like, hey! great quality, great lighting, creative, you look hot... so what did i do wrong? just bad timing? caught Missy on a crappy day? maybe...
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so i sent in a set to Missy last week and they can't use it. no real reasons...just the ol' form letter. oh well. it was worth a shot and i like the set so that's all that matters. this is probably the end of it at this point. i just don't think i want it badly enough unlike some of the other girl-members. god...
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not dead... just wishing i was
when will i learn?

SG get-together last night; i don't think i made a very good impression. i'm usually a very social person but lack of sleep from the night before, several pre-party beers, several caffeine pills, numerous at-party beers and a few hits of grass turned me into a bit of a bump on a log. i feel...
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my head hurts. big surprise.

tonight is the SG party. i told Skippy he has to keep me in line. like that's going to happen. i told him chances are very high that if he doesn't keep me in line i could die. like party myself to death. the probability is highly likely. so if you don't here from me again you'll know what happened...
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tonight starts the weekend of naughtiness. i'll be meeting some of my ol' work cronies out for many margaritas and mexian at La Fuente. as usual i know this will degenerate into drunken sex discussion and way too much information revealed. of course, if you have enough margaritas you don't remember any of it the next day anyways.

saturday is the party at pantsonfire's...
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do you realize you can just walk away at any moment and make a new life? i think about this often... not that my life is shabby. sometimes i just want the freedom to do things i shouldn't do in this one.

tried to make an appointment for a Brazilian yesterday for my trip... unfortunately it isn't going to happen. i waited too long to...
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if i asked you to wear my lingerie... would you?

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the new girlie Ren is giving me heart palpatations. why are all the hot girls in canada? just one more fine reason to move there

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the CEO of the company i work for calls me "sunshine". all of the time... even in front of strangers. why does this not bother me??? i'm the...
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