shiva1

Ugh..I can't believe I didn't get up until 11:30 today. No wonder I feel like my life is passing me by. I can't wake the fuck up! On an up note, I started a fire at work yesterday, had to use the fire extinguisher and everything..he he.

I have been making a concerted effort to live in the moment these days. I know it may sound silly but given the whole thing I mentioned earlier (hint: not the fire) I feel like this will help make that feeling go away. Now I spend my time worrying about living in the moment instead of worrying about missing the moment. AH, life..she is so complicated.

I am also becoming increasingly obsessed with taking pictures of myself with my new camera.I know that sounds conceited but actually, I am trying to find that one picture that will make me think I am pretty. Does that make any sense..sadly, this new one isn't it, but I thought I would post it anyway. I mean, what the hell, it's only the internet, does anyone really read this crap anymore?