"I watched you walk away
Hopeless, with nothing to say
I screen my eyes
Hoping to see you again
This is my curse (the longing)
This is my curse (to)
This is my curse (the yearning)
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be here?
Your silence haunts me
But I still hunger for...
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Hopeless, with nothing to say
I screen my eyes
Hoping to see you again
This is my curse (the longing)
This is my curse (to)
This is my curse (the yearning)
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be here?
Your silence haunts me
But I still hunger for...
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"Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never...
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Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never...
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bairdduvessa:
willie nelson eh?
"We skipped the light fandango.
And turned cartwheels cross the floor
I was feeling kind of sea sick,
but the crowd called out for more.
The room was humming harder
as the ceiling flew away.
When we called out for another drink,
the waiter brought a tray.
And so it was that later
as the miller told his tale.
That her face at first just...
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And turned cartwheels cross the floor
I was feeling kind of sea sick,
but the crowd called out for more.
The room was humming harder
as the ceiling flew away.
When we called out for another drink,
the waiter brought a tray.
And so it was that later
as the miller told his tale.
That her face at first just...
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bairdduvessa:
heh her face said the same thing you did
khillerkitten:
hmmmm
another weekend of drinks, another holiday of rejection and dissapointment. i dunno where i go wrong, maybe i just choose badly. bad judgement, yea thats it, whatever convinces my mind that im not a skrew up. drinks blur the line, last night friends from college, havent seen them in about 4 years. good times... i guess. only white people there, lots of timberlands. we were...
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khillerkitten:
I guess Kathy's not coming on Friday..... 
You should still come if you feel like it
You should still come if you feel like it
meow:
Thank ya! 
went to a fairly crazy party last night at aegiswings. much beer and women and beer and dancing and there also some bullshit. but hey thats what happens at parties.
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bairdduvessa:
take care bro
lexie:
i put the painting on hold for a few. it was giving me anxiety, ill go back soon haha
OK! i have to get this out before i lose my train of thought... its kinda depressing to me and it sucks so i thought id write it out. because if i cant complain here... then where can i?
this was prompted by an interview in the new revolver magazine, in which killswitch engage grace the cover. sooooooooo 3 of my favorite bands (killswitch engage,...
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this was prompted by an interview in the new revolver magazine, in which killswitch engage grace the cover. sooooooooo 3 of my favorite bands (killswitch engage,...
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khillerkitten:
What the hell is Shaoulin Kung Fu? That sucks about your fav bands from college....Sometimes we associate music with happy memories and sad ones, makes it hard to go near certain music later in life....
bairdduvessa:
pubes you say?
i hate when people get like that (in response to your comments)
i hate when people get like that (in response to your comments)
i hate goodbyes. not just the "hey. im leaving for italy" goodbyes, but even the ones where you have been hanging with either family or friends for just an hour. they always seems forced and awkward to me. i dun like them at all and it usually takes me a long time to say goodbye because i dont know what to say or i just...
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bairdduvessa:
goodbyes do suck and they are horrible. What sucks more is when you have some one you want to laeve and they don't. Instead they just keep talking and talking and talking and talking and...*grabs gun
but i know what you mean.
but i know what you mean.
stopsnitchin:
Dude, your totally Spawn's bitch in this picture! 
blah i feel like an asshole. i have to get a flu shot because my brother is home. its not really an option but i argue with everyone about it anyway because i HATE shots!
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khillerkitten:
I dont really want to get musclely, just like lose a few pounds and get more limber, cause mostly Im sitting down all day at work
khillerkitten:
It's either that or kick boxing......
I did Kick boxing for a long while before I got lazy...you wouldn't think that it was good for stress, but it really was
I did Kick boxing for a long while before I got lazy...you wouldn't think that it was good for stress, but it really was
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meow:
yuck
meow:
Sleep happened.
As for the female, sorry bout the outcome.
Her loss right?!?
And just so you know, thats how broads are, scared of commitment and that some guy will actually treat them right. I know, it's confusing. Trust me, I'm a girl (in case u didn't realize) and I'm even astounded by the stupidity that is a females reasoning. WE're some wierd creatures.
Keep your chin up though, shit happens, but it passes.
You'll be good in no time!
I'm on cape cod if u were wondering where set home might be.
I'm sorry to hear your brother has leukimia, a very good friend of mine had it as well. Hopefully he'll be super!
As for the type of beer I like it depends on my budget.
Since I'm usually pinching the pennies due to my lack of funds I got for PBR and then Bud Light and Coors Light. But I love Sam Adams Cherry Wheat, Hieneken, Waschussett Blueberry (i know, fruity girl beers lol) Magic Hats okay too I suppose.
WEll, I'm off to go make a fool of myself at Kareoke.
Take care mister.
(i just wanted to put a chicken...cause honestly?!? What is it there for?)