shinracorp

welllllllllllllllllllll.

sincerely sorry to everyone.

i am drunk and i am going to be frank. yes you can be whoever you want to.

fuck everyone (well most people).

i have so many fake friends that it is pissing me off. im talking about the people who always say "lets hang out" and then dont even talk to you for months at a time and then when you try to get them to hang out they always have an excuse. fuck them... i have way to many of them. its about time i just became a recluse.

I went to a basement show of sorts in lowell tonight with some pretty good bands. but fuck! i feel like an asshole... i may be being too critical but shit i have been playing guitar since 1994 and i can sing better than half of these fucks. the thing is that what they lack in skill they make up for in confidence. which any of you know me, i have zilch! it pisses me off. i wish i was more outgoing like that.

everyday is a struggle trying to look people in the eye when i talk to them and to respond the way a normal homo sapien should. i dont know what is wrong with me but it frustrates the shit out of my mind.

i am so honest with people and i count everyone of my friends as if they were the best people on earth... is it too much to ask that people be honest with me in return?

if you cant tell im pretty pissed off at myself and others right now.

if you comment on my blog good for you... if not, whatever.

back to harry potter.