shinracorp

so this night sucked major nads. this is why i dont drive places by myself...

i was going down to suicide saturday tonight in providence RI at the living room, i left my house at 8 so i could be there for 930 to get a couple beers before the show so that i could drive home straight. i drove all the way down there and got lost in the ghetto for over and hour. the city has no real directional signs and every time you turn away from the major areas you end up in places where you are pretty likely to be shot if you are white. i smoked a whole pack of butts, wasted 30 bucks in gas and never found the place. i found 95 finally again (thank god i passed it 7 times while driving around) and came home and now my car is making a clanking noise. i thought i was gonna get shot and i knew it was near a dunks so everytime i saw one i zoomed over so like 6 dunks later still no dice. i started having a massive panic attack at one point, and you know its bad when your fingers start to go numb. and now here i am drinking by myself depressed and kinda pissed off that i have the worst sense of direction in the world. i cant do anything right. normally i would post a picture like i always do but i am in a mood where i just wanna get more drunk and stare at the wall.

goodnight, sorry i missed the event.