so after the sg show i went to 7/11 got queso and chips. fell asleep a couple hours later and woke up to my mom telling there was an explosion. i didnt hear it but everyone else did. transformer or something. not an autobot or decepticon though. 3 people called me from work asking where i was and why i didnt call outta work and... Read More
i feel very uncomfortable in my own skin today. family reunion... this should be interesting, everyone will be asking about my brother but he doesnt want everyone to feel sorry for him and he doesnt want us to have to listen to it from others either. hes a very selfless dude.
tonight was a bad night. one person can ruin an entire night. skrew you! so instead of enjoying my nite like most of the other people there, i began to think of my brother who got readmitted to the hospital today because of a fever and the introduction of leukemia in his blood again. i cry. people think they have it rough... try dealing with... Read More
wow....I am so sorry about your brother...It's okay to not be okay...My sister was just diagnosed with breast cancer...these diseases fucking suck...I will say blessings for him...I wish I had wonderful words to say, but I can only say I can empathize with you and I will keep him (and you) in my blessings....
Went to bugaboo creek today. huge mistake. i got the bbq chicken nachos and there was a huge chunk of chicken on one that i thought looked delicious and so i bit into it and thought i broke a tooth. turned out that i broke the bone in the chicken. so much for boneless. i was so disgusted that i almost threw up. i cant... Read More
i dont really know what to say. i did the light the night walk for cancer on wednesday, and it was fantasitic. GO TEAM DORITOS! i raised a whole bunch of money for it and my mom and dad and brother have never been more proud or thankful... i didnt do it for that reason though. anywho my brother had his biopsy last week to... Read More
"if you would like to donate any amount of money to a good cause... i am doing a walk for Leukemia & Lymphoma next week on thursday. any amount would be appreciated. i dont even have much money myself but every little bit helps and just the show of support is an amazing gesture on its own.... Read More
Today on the way home from work i finally got up the nuts to listen to a certain song ive been avoiding because its my favorite band and its my brothers favorite band and now that he is starting to get better... i can listen to the song without crying like a newborn.
decided to skip ceremony tonight. the weather changes are making me sick. so instead im drinking a homebrew that i made. had a good time this weekend bowling with sid and getting thai food and whatnot. i saw tj hooker and don johnson get into a fight at a bar on friday night as well. it was great. other than that just this.
bah, having one of those nights where i have to get up early but sleeping isnt really an option. some nights i dont like sleeping even though im exhausted. kinda on edge lately, mini panic attacks across the board.
i went to the museum of fine arts today with sid and her friend whom is also an sg member but im not sure his name... Read More
Im still sick too, Im not dancing tonight...I swear to god! even tho I said that last week, And industrialSteve said not to, he felt my head he was like woah fever I still danced when my songs came on haha
sorry about the phone thing, my payment was late this month...tell Kayla Im a loser
Seriously though, Im just gonna sit there I hope, and Kathy can see all the kiddies and say hi...ahhh well if I see you i see you! I hope Siddie is going
I'm off!
Cam
monday night it is. i just woke up from a nap. the boston tattoo convention has left me tired and a little sick but it was worth it. i got to meet alot of suicide girls and saw some old friends and met some new ones as well. everyone was awesome and the beer garden isnt so bad when youve had a couple of miller... Read More
