well, after a while this is "blog-time" again. couldnt access my profile for a while and didnt care enough to contact support...anyways...im REALLYREALLY sick of winter already, and it is only december. and up here this means at least 3 to 4 months of GREYGREYGREY more to come. well, whining doesnt help and wont change a thing, so i should put "moving towards the sun" on my TO DO list (well, i dont think that being in orbit would make anything better, so i fear its moving to another earthly country...argl...)... started reading some "creative writing" books, hahaha, isnt working out yet though, its still all junk and whining im typing or writing by hand (well, i wouldnt call it "writing" though, more like creating hieroglyphics no one can decipher afterwards...not even me...and they arent even pretty..) ... blahblahblah 