There is a thunderstorm raging outside and it's raining like crazy. I wish I were at my old place, where I could just get out my clothes into the rain and feel my mind come to peace. But sitting at the window and just listening to the storm, devouring the noises of the city while all your insides vibrate to the roaring of the thunder already helps a lot.
The world is becoming a mirror of my inside. That's why I loved to go out bare, to feel every drop on my skin, getting slowly embraced by the water up to the point you stop feeling the cold, where your body ends and the world starts. Just... dissolve in the rain and disappear from the world, even if it is just for a brief moment.
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shinbaka:
I really hope you get the chance one day, @brickman. Although a nice walk during a rainy day can just be as good. There is a point, when you won't feel the wet and sticky clothes on you. You just have to ignore the confused looking people around you when they hide under roofs, umbrellas or newspapers. ;) One thing I want to try one day, is screaming all my insides out. Somewhere, where no one can hear me. Just letting it all out... And big thanks for your compliment! It still feels weird for me writing in English and it always feels very clumsy to me.
brickman:
Your English is quite elegant, not clumsy at all. You need a long walk in a quiet woods to let your scream out. Really enjoy your posts. Hope life is treating you well.