Well Im coming up on the very last week of training at my job... i am finding out this place has really lax employee [policies vs what they preach everyday... ah well same with every job. It seems my ex has plans to talk to me "in person" this upcoming weekend for... 4 days which makes me question the true intent of her in person...
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So i watched The Hills have Eyes today... it was good as a horror flick but as usual my emotions took over as I was watching for one there is a rape scene in the movie... and any movie that portays that usually puts me in the defensive I hope this asshole dies mood... from that point on I was just bitter but anyways it...
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alzy:
awww I dont really get the appeal of scrapbooking either. I guess everyone needs their creative outlets though. Still, i can pretty much guarantee its not as much fun as hanging out with you on your birthday. Maybe her plans will change?
l7rules:
you are the 2nd person metioning that rape scene to me makes me not wanna see it 
shes gonna scrapbook im liken her less and less dude
shes gonna scrapbook
im liken her less and less dude Hmmm Im in a certain mood now... One of those super sarcastic ones... Kayla is still calling me for some reason so I take it as a chance to poke at her randomly, not going to take it lying down thats for sure. New week and an ominous date tommorow I have the sneaking suspicion folks are going to do some stupid things... computer virus...
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Well the other night I made my gf choose which she wanted a future with me or to be by herself and she choose to be by herself. Im not super depressed though I am pretty disappointed with her but ah well she wasnt the one after all. I wrote this last week in regards to what she has put me through so far:
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l7rules:
she made the wrong choice dude.
super lame
i hope you find a new young lady real soon!!! somebody who will deserve you!
super lame
i hope you find a new young lady real soon!!! somebody who will deserve you!
akirali:
Few things put a smile on my face like a cute girl busting out an unprompted HP reference 
Well I saw X:3 last saturday meant to update on here sooner but have been a bit side tracked.... But anyways X:3 was good however if it is that last X Men movie tot be made i had no real sense of closure... hopefully that isnt the final chapter I saw the preview for the new super man movie ... it looks pretty good but...
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l7rules:
how about Diablo or Wario or Baal or I zual
i thought x3 wasnt bad butim sure there will be a 4 just without the main characters
i thought x3 wasnt bad butim sure there will be a 4 just without the main characters
Going friggin stir crazy lately... new job is well its new... Ive dont call center work before so none of this is new to me its just kind of how do you say boring? But hey I wouldnt quit here to go back to what I used to be doing its nice to see an actual evening every day. Another part of it is wondering...
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dasvolvo:
LOL, that's cool, Karma is a bitch
l7rules:
oh man i hope your paresnt can work it out 
hopeyfully you and your girl will be able to be together instead of argue about it thats a tuff one to discuss really
they say in the game you finished it explains why nightcrawler isnt in the film. why isnt he in the film. i saw it tonight it was good not any better than the other 2 and no real surprises but good nonehteless
hopeyfully you and your girl will be able to be together instead of argue about it thats a tuff one to discuss really
they say in the game you finished it explains why nightcrawler isnt in the film. why isnt he in the film. i saw it tonight it was good not any better than the other 2 and no real surprises but good nonehteless
So Mother's day kinda sucked... this year I wanted to take my mom out to dinner at a nice resturaunt and pay for everything... but service sucked... our waitress seemed a bit scattered it took half an hour for refills... then some random waiter tried to give us someone elses food... then they screwed up moms order some how Chinken Parmesian sounded like alfredo? anyways...
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l7rules:
oooh you got the new xmen game tell me if you like it its on sale for $20 i was thinking about getting it 
to bad about the dinner well at least she'll get a free meal bummer about fishing
i know its hard not to only think negativly about your break but it may be ok some times peope need a breather to sort things out try not to beat yourself up over it. i know reading this wont help you at all, I just hope things work out for you and fast so you can be happy again I know this is hurting you real bad.
[Edited on May 16, 2006 9:10PM]
to bad about the dinner well at least she'll get a free meal
bummer about fishing
i know its hard not to only think negativly about your break but it may be ok some times peope need a breather to sort things out try not to beat yourself up over it. i know reading this wont help you at all, I just hope things work out for you and fast so you can be happy again I know this is hurting you real bad.
[Edited on May 16, 2006 9:10PM]
Well reality hit me about a day ago and i realized I need to move on so lately ive tried to be a bit more cheery etc. I talked to my ex after I wrote that last journal and she claims she just wants a break... I am really leery about it considering the way she has acted within the past 3 days... I am...
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dasvolvo:
double post........???????????
[Edited on May 12, 2006 12:34AM]
[Edited on May 12, 2006 12:34AM]
dasvolvo:
Lol, i'm not that great or anything, i'm actually a little rusty right now, have you ever heard of Stu Hamm? Jesus that man can play the bass, he plays alot with Joe Satriani.
So yesterday I call her while iwas drunk...1st msitake got drunk 2nd called her... anyways she was so mean I didnt understand what I did to make her act this way... I dreamed about her last night too... cant even escape in my subconsious... and she calls me shortly after I wake up I tell her I dreamed about her and she tells me she...
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l7rules:
sorry this is so hard for ya 
I finally got it out of her this morning... she doesnt want to be with me right now... and that may as well be forever as far as I am concerned
akirali:
"right now"
I hate when someone tries to dress the shit up with "right now". It's a cop out to avoid guilt. Sorry man.
I hate when someone tries to dress the shit up with "right now". It's a cop out to avoid guilt.
Sorry man.
l7rules:
that sucks dude really sorry to hear that definitly do what best for you
definitly do what best for you
wow thinking about getting baxk together with her