Ah I am beyond tired... you know that realm of tired where shit thats not funny makes you laugh uncontrollably for absurd amounts of time... yeah that tired. Was browsing SG last Friday and the other mike at work saw my sg Avatar... to which he immediately responded "Dude are you trying to make yourself look like a Backstreet boy?" ... C'mon that doesnt look like a backstreet boy right? someone back me up here... I was going for an Unreal Tournament look, who knows maybe the lil microphone is a bit to much ... Anyways I cant really think of anything particularly ... I guess interesting to talk about... besides rambling about random thoughts etc, Ive seriously been in the weirdest of moods all weekend continuing today. Okie this is prolly really strange but all weekend I just pondered about wanting to sacrifice my own life for the people I care about in return for making their lives better... I dont just mean end my life because Im depressed or something more of to make things better for people i care about... oddly I wish I could do that... or hell even just be able to do anything at all to make things better for those around me... like my GFs aunt was diagnosied with breast cancer, she will ahve to have both breasts removed and I just felt like "Why does she have to go through that... shes only 30... its not right" and things of that nature... if it makes any sense I just felt like if I could give my life for my gfs aunt not having to go through breast cancer or any other negative things life throws at the people I care about, I could feel happyness knowing things were better... it would give my life meaning I know a bit about breast cancer my mom had it, I wish she didnt have to go through it either and I wish my gf will never have to go through anymore pain or suffering that life has or my mom or anyone else I care for Maybe its the lack of sleep underlying those thoughts Or maybe Ive been watching to many movies and Ive finally cracked and become crazed with the foolish hope things turn out like they do in them, be a hero save the girl make the world a better place.... *sigh* I just need some sleep... /ramble off
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What doesn't kill you you, makes you stronger.
It also teaches you to deal easier with what else is to come.
Have you even stopped to thing maybe because you're mom went though it, you are better ready to help the GF's family to cope?
and the avatar. Brutally...you seem bigger than that picture.
Hope that doesn't break your heart or anything. But why not a real pic even???