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So i watched The Hills have Eyes today... it was good as a horror flick but as usual my emotions took over as I was watching for one there is a rape scene in the movie... and any movie that portays that usually puts me in the defensive I hope this asshole dies mood... from that point on I was just bitter but anyways it was decent it is creepy and a bit better than Wrong Turn since that is the only movie I can think of that compares... for the most part though the violence is senseless.

Training is almost over at work Im eager to find out what my schedule will be this summer Im hoping to get a schedule like the one I have going right now... I'm enjoying this getting off work and there is sunlight out and still a day to be enjoyed . This girl at work seems to like me but Im trying to take things slow there I still have hangups to get over with my ex at this point. I'm still talking to her which even as I do it I know is a huge mistake. For isntance today I found out she plans to go scrap booking on my b-day... and yeah I shouldnt care but damned if it doesnt hurt when someone would rather put pics in scrap book than hang out with someone on their b-day? Then again I dont unsderstand the fun of scrap booking.

Blah holding a phoen convo with an ex and typing this out is sapping my will to type so I think I will finish this later.x

Update:
Things are getting progressively worse with my ex... she send me so many mixed messages these days its insane.... So yesterday I got the new Hitman Game and before I installed it I made it a point to contact here so we could talk about things.... she gives me some excuse that she is going to the science museum(even though she is in no way the nerdy type) and I got upset saying she never had time to talk so I hung up let her go and turned off my phone and took out my frustrations in hitman.... next thing I know its 10 o'clock turn my phone back on to an what sounds like angry gf... she sends alot of mixed signals so I tell her look i was pissed off I didnt want to talk ... to which she tells me about some movie she started that she would rather watch so I let hergo obscenities were exchanged... Just hate this right now Im trying to move on I think its the best thing for me bigest deal is she gets me so flustered I cant even communicate my feelings... ah well