shimba

have had more time to linger here lately, it's nice.
hmm.

so. news?
something went horribly wrong and half of my tummy is covered in puss. i think it may have been the underwear sticking hold and ripping the ink out...maybe. dissapointing as everything else healed so nicely. i must have rolled over in my sleep and onto it one night? it's actually that entire area. yum.

in other news.
i have no boobs. as in. where did they go? nobody really understands my confusion and dissapointment but umm? two weeks ago my dds started getting too too big. my ds still fit fine. today i broke down and decided i may be a c and went shopping. i had to buy b. can someone explain this to me? how do boobies vanish? i feel awkward and out of proportion and much less attractive now. phooey. i actually need to do a trillion sit ups to make my tum small enough to match my chest. my yummy puss covered tum. except, instead, i am vowing to not lose another pound. soon i'll have a concave chest. and you'll be able to eat cereal out of there. or...something.

i'm fucking hot.

in other other news.
lately has been very summery. and that's just lovely. i want to live in a tree. but where would i pee? that rhymed. i certainly do get cooler by the second.

in other other other news.
i have never felt this way about someone before now. you know, this way. that's right. and even when he's not near i feel him. and even missing him feels nice. because i have somebody to miss. and i feel complete and real and fresh and yum. and. i do miss my girlfriends. which is unrelated to my lovely boy. but completely related to erratic work scheduales. poopoo. ho hum.
i'm so in love.
(keep needles away please this may break oh no)

in other other other other news.
sleep has not happened yet and it's nearly 7am. goodnight dahlings.