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So now I'm forming some big plan to attempt to move up to St. Louis in about six months, maybe longer... I'm not going to rush it if I don't have to.

I'm considering getting jobs at places based in St. Louis (Panera Bread (aka, St. Louis Bread Co.), Build-A-Bear, whatever else I can figure out) or places I know they have in St. Louis....
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I finished Harry Potter.

I am extremely pleased, for various reasons.

Apparently, this is blog worthy.

But for real, it took me longer than it normally would have, but I was working and out being social. I think my friend is grumpy 'cause I ended up not hanging out with her today 'cause I read Harry Potter... but it's raining and lightning and I don't...
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Yay, I am going to the lake :3

However, Hairspray must be pushed to Sunday afternoon... sadness, I was looking forward to seeing it opening night, but I love the Lake and I never get to go.

I will be going to the Harry Potter release at the Barnes and Noble in Patton Creek, though.

Is Harry Potter a boob man, or an ass man?...
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So today I go into work 'til 2:30, and then I'm free for a day or so.

This job has really been depressing me, it's stresses me out... I get blamed for everything because I'm the new person, although they trust me enough to leave me in the front by myself to do things.... like take orders and get the food out... even with a...
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So... I really, really, really need these shoes.

But since I have a new job and no money, and I have car insurance and phone bills and school costs coming up, I shouldn't buy them.

And I've already gotten my boyfriend to buy me a new camera that's on the way to my house as we speak.

But I really want these shoes so bad,...
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So I was discussing my attractiveness with an online friend and he told me this:

"you radiate high levels of transcendent sexyness. Like, you could turn on bible-pounding crotchety women who think that gay people should be stoned."

It made me smile.

In other news, it reminded me of how a woman has never hit on me, and that always makes me sad, because all...
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So the day I'd been expecting finally came.

I got fired from the Rave, and the worst part to me is that it was for some bullshit reasons, which I'm too lazy to go into here.

The manager flat out told me he had talked to the other managers and that they thought I was lazy.

Haha, they're telling that to the person who before...
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So here I am, in St. Louis, watching RENT alone.

Rob is at work, which he's done a couple times since I've been here but this is the first day I've been alone to get on SG.

His grandfather actually had me crying for two hours this past Wednesday. He yelled at us for laying on the same bed together....just for laying there, watching a...
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So in less than 24 hours I'll be in St. Louis visiting my boyfriend.

I wish I was more excited, but I'm not really. I was talking to Vinta, who is one of the most amazing people and I miss her and I wish I could see her before my trip, and I almost started crying when I was talking to her about it....
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