shimarisu

Ok, I generally try to not make two posts in a day, but I'm bored and my melancholy mood still hasn't gone away.

Christmas was alright. I got $75 bucks and a pretty jewelry box. That $75 is either going to my student loan payment, or to new tires for my car. I also have to save up for my car insurance that's due in the next month.... And then I also need to save up money for school... *sigh* I doubt I'll have it all in time, maybe if I only buy groceries and don't go see movies or anything.

My friend called me and I was so happy to have somebody to talk to I pouted when he had to get off the phone, I'm so dorky.

Is it bad I'm looking up videos of My Chemical Romance because the lead singer, Gerard or whatever his name is, looks somewhat like Rob? Like seriously, he looks so similar to Rob to me, I'm doing it to feel less lonely.

This morning I got a ton of Christmas text messages on my phone, and one from my ex-boyfriend that said "U want 2 be my gf?" I dunno if that was a proposition or not, but it was really awkward as he knows I'm trying to stick with Rob and work this out. I really like Zach, would like to date him, but I want Rob and I to work out. Text message is just such an awkward medium to ask somebody out over, anyways.

I haven't been able to seriously talk with Rob in forever, though, which I think is why I feel so lonely.

I have to be at work at 6:45am, I hate everybody who goes to the mall before 10am.

I realize this is my display pic already, but I got this photo today and I really like it:

I was leaning over on my sofa, petting Figman.
This one is not as good, but clearer of my face:

Is it bad when you tell a friend what your Christmas was like (I owed my mom $100 and she gave me $100 so I just gave it right back to her, as well as the bills the $75 I got is going to) and they tell you your Christmas sucks? I already knew it, but when people state it bluntly to me it makes me feel even more pathetic.